wow!a medal!

i wonder when was the last time when i won a medal for a sport competition?...

Hhmm~

i think it was during my kindergarten times

haha

im not a sport person you see...

im not good at playing anything spherical

to reinforce my statement above:

im sucks at pingpong,badminton,netball,football,softball and every spherical objects that you can think of

but i do love sports...

so the only sport that i enjoy is to jog

and if you don't mind, wushu can be added to the list too

and here comes the big thing that i'd like to share with you guys...

ta-da!!look at what im holding!!a bronze medal!!for the jogging competition in USMkk

again, im proud of myself...keke^^

♥  ♥  ♥

my girlfriends and i went to eat "pirated" pizza hut which taste nicer than pizza hut's...

it's soft it's palatable it's cheeeessy!!!yumyum~
another delicious food added to my list of kelantan's best cuisine hehe

we went to Mydin then,a brand new hypermarket opened few weeks ago

it's location is just perfect, situated right opposite to our campus=)

i wasn't planning to buy much things though...

just wish to buy some fresh fruits...

but then i ended up stocking up my snacks again>.<

i just hope that i can finish 'em before my end of year hols...

and yeeaaa im good at buying fruits^^

i bought cherry tomatoes starfruits guavas apples oranges

*revision is progressing smoothly...been cutting down my facebooking time...cheers^^

endless light

last night was the last buddhist weekly activity being held in USMkk

i attended that event and the theme was "Endless Light"
everyone was given a pretty lotus candle

"once your lotus candle is lighted,it denotes that the light in your heart is ignited as well...

whatever you're trying to achieve in life,this tiny light in your heart will guide you...

when you're in complete darkness, when you're lost, the light will give you strength and courage to continue the journey of life"

this is the meaning of "Endless Light"

that was such a meaningful event indeed^^

i think it's time to.........

introduce to you my new cutie cooking potie!!!!!

=)))

today i used it for the very first time to cook 薏米蛋花糖水...

hhmmm~i think it was quite nice and i love it^^

although some of my friends commented that it's weird to have this combination><

feeling proud and satisfied of what i cooked:)

***accelerating on the road of revision...jiayou!!❤

marshmallows

friendship is like marshmallow

it's sweet

it's yummy

it's colorful

but it's soft,weak and vulnerable

if you left it untouched for too long

...it will just melt away...

♥special thanks to jie en's marshmallows

which elicited my inspiration

* * *

im not sure what have gotten into me recently

im not feeling as happy,contented and cheerful as before

i've turned into an emotional person whom easily gets frustrated

im trying to study as much as i can 

but that depends much on my daily mood

when i don't feel like studying

i will linger around my blog,facebook and my Happy Aquarium

when i feel like studying,finally...

sometimes,i mean most of the time

my study mood will be disturbed by visitors

but the thing is i can't neglect my friends and not talk to 'em

so i will end up chatting with 'em till late nights

wasting hours on saliva wastage

with the ultimate consequence of endless guilt

i've noticed too

that i've got loads of things to care and think about recently

which partly influence my concentration while studying

stopstopstop

i must stop all the distractions

i must put an end to all these as soon as possible

i must gather up the shattered pieces and put 'em back into places

i need ❤  from my marshmallows

(:

prior to sleep...

im supposed to go to bed now...

but somehow i have an urge to blog

so i've chosen feelings over self-discipline^^

my days nowadays are really busy

with events and celebrations

even though im drifting further away from my revision schedule

hhmmm~gonna pushpushpush my limited speed of studying

this month is really packed with birthday parties and celebrations...

1st March baby:Tang Yi Chuan

this is our handmade card for our "jiemei" yi chuan...signed off by 38club

hehe

2nd March baby:tan kah sui

3rd March baby:Mike

4th March baby:my god-daddy in Austria

specially designed by the artistic vivian=P

yesterday night was our wushu club senior farewell gathering

we attended 丹江新春晚会...hundreds of my friends went to become helpers, while me and my wushu gang went to perform wushu..it's a charity show!

did i tell you guys that im now in REPRODUCTIVE SYSTEM BLOCK?well...it's interesting indeed...but trust me,the Gross Anatomy of Male and Female Reproductive Structures are really grossssss~

Urgh~

just for fun--the 3D model of penis

***

ooyea...i bought myself an electric cooking pot at last!!hoorayyee!!=)))

gonna post some pic when i use it to cook for the first time

***

to be good friends of others aren't as easy as you think

you are watching him walking, approaching towards a swamp of pretty flowers

he's stepping into the mud

deeper and deeper he sank

you yelled at him calling him to turn back

however he chose not to listen

that's it!!this is the best of what friends can do

for the rest, one can only pray for minimal hurt caused

you can't blame him either

because he has the right to choose

suddenly thought of something which one of my close friend from matrics told me...

owh i hope my mum won't get cardiac arrhythmia when she reads this...XD

"boys prefer to use their p*n*s to think rather than to use their brain"

this isn't scientifically proven

this isn't fair if we apply this theory to all males of the universe

this statement is a bit of sexual-biased

this sounds dirty

but somehow part of me believe that this theory MAYBE true...

i hereby apologise if the statement above made you feel uncomfortable

i really do=)

***

do you believe in guardian angels?...

i have many of them throughout my life

and i admitted that sometimes i took them for granted

their caring their warmth their love 

i think i lost one of mine recently

刺激!!

yesterday i consulted a 2nd year Viva senior on how to prepare for our final exam

he suggested me to prepare a revision timetable

honestly i don't think that's necessary...

c'mon we still have another 2 months time right?

but once i got back to my room...

i did this...

only did i realise that time left for preparation is hardly sufficient

even we start preparing 2 months from now!!!

we have 16 blocks that must be thoroughly revised

with few lengthy+challenging blocks like Musculoskeletal and Nervous System

this note is now pinned onto my softboard

whenever i take a look at it

i will get something like an electric shock throughout my body

XD

owh~i just hope that i can stick to my schedule and won't gone too far from it!!

idon'twannadieidon'twannadieidon'twannadie

tata

happy studying vivian=)

the hidden truth

you know what?

i think medical school is evil

because...

medical students are clever 

and sometimes way too clever...

i wouldn't want to believe this fact

but as time is passing by

i've no choice but to accept

after discussing on this topic for long

my "38 society" buddies here decided that...

medical students are nothing but

-realistic

-materialistic

-selfish

-ego

-pretence

-big-mouthed

-self-centred

-annoying

...

...

...(yet to be added)

its hard to actually believe that those rotten souls are actually future doctors

this is so saddening

good and kind souls are almost extinct here...

but im glad to know a few of them

and i'll cherish them

those real,heart-to-heart friendship

***

im happy with what i have

i like being who i am

the real vivian

so i don't think i need any admirations to prove my wellness

unlike those annoying flowers and bees...

a mixture of various spices

i know that its an immoral act to speak badly about others

but what if everything i told are all the truth?

and that i just need somebody to share the weight on my shoulder?

im sorry

***

STPM result was released few days ago

and i felt deeply happy for my friends who managed to obtain excellent result

congrates and wish that i will meet some of you in USMkk this coming intake^^

comecomecome~hehe

for my buddies who's not satisfied with their result

i know its hard but when something irreversible happened

we can do nothing but to accept it

rise and fall are what make life rich

smile:)

***

there are only 2 sets of lecture notes left untouched for my Endocrine Block

this means that my progress was slow but efficient, hopefully

tomorrow will be starting another new block--Nutrition Block

owh~this is something i dislike, again

so i can only hope that it will turn out alright^^

in the meantime...

my Professional 1 Exam is just around the corner(it's on 25th April!!)

yet i haven't started my revision

frankly speaking im not feeling nervous, yet

but seniors keep on reminding us to do revision from now on

okayokay...

i'll try my best to start my revision as soon as possible

i promise=)

***

yesterday night was the Indian Cultural Night 2010@USMkk, hosted by our fellow indian mates...

it was somehow similar to our CNY Night i would say

the performances were great and creative

well only the food was...erhem

anyway...such a great job they did!!

their cool backdrop

 

 pretty indian friend of ours

  

gupreet, lakchmy and i

  

simran, my teammate for convex and i

 

delighted :)

hhmmm...where shall i start??

i was only back to campus on monday,despite all my coursemates who went back on saturday...

i gave myself 3 extra days of holiday and of course with consequences lar...

my to-do-list is so long...

unfinished lecture notes before the holiday...

brand new stack of lecture notes...

convex meetings...

malay written and speaking tests...

english presentation and impromptu tests...

etc etc...

i was kinda stressed at first but gradually i learn to relax 

just start things slow,but efficient,i told myself=)

if anyone's asking you: how was your chinese new year holiday???

well i think that's a pretty stupid question huh

yea of course the holiday was wonderful!!!

some picture sharing...

we went shopping!!!my favourite...hahax!!look!!my sis looked so cool huh^^

most of the time when im at home,i played with my 2 doggies...she's Cody..i must say that she's KINDA adorable^^

this is the evident that i took my extra holiday for the hokkien traditional ritual,拜天宫...

this is sososo pretty!!!we lighted 孔明灯as well...

this is the holiday mood

this is the back-to-campus mood...TT

besides,did i tell you guys that my daddy bought me a new babe?it's a toshiba babe...while my Acer went to clinic><

the last one...i've just got my 3rd term exam result...it's an overall A-...i think this is what i've been longing for,but,i don't know why,im not feeling any extra happy though:)

vivian!work hard for the upcoming professional exam!!!^^

pre-homatic syndrome

there are stars in the night sky

that look brighter than the others

you might see a blue star

and realize later that it has a white dwarf as a companion

the first one shines so bright

by the time you notice the second one

it's really too late

Jodi Picoult

My Sister's Keeper

to the stars in the sky

i pray...

for easy-going teammates for the upcoming convex that i will be joining

and hope for the best that we'll not have problems to cooperate with each other

secretly tell you guys that...

i don't really like team projects

***

SERIOUSLY

i can't wait to go home

and i have no urge to study,at all

new lecture notes are piling up though

this time it's all about the hormones thingy...

life's simply wonderful now

i attend lectures

go back to my hostel and get a nap

once wake up it's outdoor time

and i'll head for a jog or wushu training

get a shower and then i'll enjoy a movie

when my eyes grow tired

i'll grab my toothbrush

and get myself prepare for bed

wow!!!

life like this would not lasts long

so im enjoying this moment to the fullest

i promise i'll gather up the pieces after CNY holiday

i promise!!^^

feathery light

YAY!!!

finally my 3rd term exam has over...

the moment i stepped out from the main exam hall

i feel like flying...

so free

so light

owh i love this feeling~

erm i am not going to comment anything about my performance in the exam as i believe the result will prove it all...just wanna share with you guys that the only thing that's different about this exam is that it consisted of an OSPE(Objective Structured Practical Examination),which i may consider it be one of my favourite exam model,because it really tested your knowledge within a limited time and to train us future doctors to be calm however tension the situations are...

it's like this...

the exam is carried out in our laboratory where there are 12 stations where we have to complete every tasks given in the stations(kinda similar to station games^^)...the time given for each station is only 3 minutes...tasks given are such as urinary function tests with data interpretations,lung function tests,microscopic slides identifications,anatomy models labellings,first aid knowledges such as CPR and splinting etc etc...
hhmmm~what can i say...its fun!^^

the 3 days of revisions days given are spent more or less the same as the previous ones i had except that i went jogging everyday!!!i enjoyed the short 30minutes break i spent to jog my lungs out around the jogging track in my campus which surrounds the golf course...i enjoyed the sweaty feelings after the jog...i enjoyed the fresh mind i had when i resumed my revisions...hhmmm~this proves that exercise did supply more oxygen to your brain!

i usually jog from 6.30-7pm...the sunset period when i captured this...nice huh

right now im enjoying my hard-earned free time to the fullest!!!

another 2 days for me to sit back and relax and to do things that i enjoy doing...

Endocrine Block starts on sunday

im sure i will be fully-charged that time

ps...i miss home i miss home i miss home!!!can't wait to go home...counting down...7 days more~