beeeezeeeee

i miss blogging

that's why im here

stealing some time from my busy schedule...

i fell sick few days ago

yesterday,i sneezed at a rate of 10times/min
from my own diagnosis(ceh~)

it may be caused by the unhygienic water from my hostel's water dispenser

or infected from my roomie

or insufficient sleeping hours

or training wushu and sweating in an air-conditioned hall

...

...

...

anyway...

since i swallowed a cold pill yesterday and took a long nap...

im getting better

so no worries=)

to boost up my vitamins and antibodies...

these are all mine^^

~i❤fruits~

~i❤pistachios~

they are so niceeee~

if it's directly translated from its chinese name,its called "happy nuts"

no wonder i feel good after finished one packet of 'em in one go..hehe

this is the special one~i took part in inter-hostel bowling competition last night...

im still the "longkang princess" and leechee was the "longkang queen"!sshhh~

anyway..i just took part for fun for hostel and for skipping wushu training!sshhh~

^^

next!!would be this...im hereby promoting 
USMkk's CNY Night 2010

let's test whether you have good eye vision to spot me in the poster^^

ooyea,i was in the trailer as well,which is available to be viewed in facebook

my life hadn't been relax before since i entered university

there are never endings of activities,studies,exams going on and on and on...

now is the critical period where 2 main planets in my universe crash:

♫CNY night is just one week away
♫3rd term exam is just 2 weeks away

CNY wushu performance training starts at 8pm which usually lasts at 1am EVERYDAY

my unread GIT notes are pilling up

i "fish" in lectures due to insufficient sleep

and my skill in skipping lectures is improving

like what im doing now

=P

tata~

gotta go...

no point skipping lectures to blog!

good luck for me

keeping up both my studies and activities nice and neat

:)

♫ the first ball night in my life ♥

this memory is really worth to be kept

this is what i can say

:)

i'd love to share my memorable night with all of you here^^

as usual,we had our torturing wushu training in the morning from 10am to 1pm

after bathing...

my girlfriends & i...

kit kei geok xin jia miao & i
all 18 years old (i gotta emphasize on this=P)

rented a car and drove all the way to Kota Bharu...

we had our delicious,precious chinese-style lunch

and then we headed to KB mall to set our hairdo...

this cute,crazy girl was our driver and she's the youngest among us!!XD

her name is kit kei by the way...looked at the way she laughed while driving...

you guys sure feeling worried about our safety???hehe

after finished setting our hairdo...this is jia miao & i...we all looked sooo weird,wearing t-shirt,bearing "bombastic" hair walking around the shopping mall...LOL

well...that was all about our preparations...

i didn't make up though as there wasn't enough time,apparatus and asistants to do so...

besides...my cheeks are rosy enough even without make-ups right??XP

so i just applied some lip gloss and off we go!!

the ball was held at Renaissance Hotel,which is one of the grand-est hotel in kelantan

ooyea...did i mention that we went there by USM bus?

can you imagine everybody wearing pretty dress and handsome tuxedo getting up the bus?

HAHA

to make it short

i enjoyed the night...

the food was delicious

i took bunches of photos,as usual(will share with you all soon)

all except the dancing part which was realllyyy OMG

luckily my dear roomie was clever enough to spot how awkward was i and "saved" me

thankkyouuu sooo much!!haha

anyway...

everybody need to experience their first dance in the ball right?

well,i tried mine and woldn't want to try it again pleaseeee~

HAHA

well enough of my words-sharing

coming up next will all be photos sharing

i'd love to share all the photos i took but there are really too many of them

so i chose those that i think i looked pretty in it and with the friends that im close to^^

this was how i looked.i wore a silky midnight-blue dress...

erhem..i think i looked quite pretty..what do you think??keke

all pretty girls^^this is take outside the ballroom

❤annrie & i❤

❤my dear roomie geok xin & i❤

❤shyn nie & i❤

❤lee chee & i❤

❤jia miao,shyn nie & i❤

❤yi chuan & i❤

❤jia rong,chee keong,lee chee & i❤

recognise her??our driver 18-years-old-driver

❤kit kei & i❤

so pretty huh

❤sarah & i❤

❤zhi ling & i❤

she looked sooo elegant in an all-white dress!!

❤kher yee & i❤

❤ying hui & i❤

her dress was pretty too!!

❤jamie & i❤

she was soooo pretty!!!

❤si min & i❤

my old buddy from KMPh...it has been a long time since i met her even we are in the same university

❤wushu girls❤

this is the special one!!!owh~i gotta voice it out here...im feeling sooo 'geram' when people keep on saying:WOW!!!this is soooo unlike vivian who was playing "nandao" in wushu!!people listen...pleasseee don't stereotype us as those boyish wushu people kay??we ARE girls too!!when performing wushu we are not boyish but just showing our professionalism^^

this is the funny one...after we went back to our room..geok xin & i took turn to take pics of our hair 'cz we were feeling sooo unwilling to put it back to original state...><

but what to do?wushu seniors "warned" us:after set your hair for the ball,remember to set it back for wushu ah!!wakaka

this is viewed posteriorly

this is viewed laterally from the right

this is viewed laterally from the left

my roomie forced me to do this!><

this is viewed superiorly

HAHA

the hair costs me 35bucks...but its worth it though 'cz i love the way my hair looked!mama..i posted the pic of my hair from all dimensions for you to take a look!hehe^^

that's all for my first ball night

-memory sealed-

get back to my lecture notes

=)

the great beginning

my day was sooo packed with activities on the very first day of 2010...

as a warming up session...this is a random pic taken at 12am,1stJan2010...we were having wushu training and we had a count down session and a little party...

after finished training on new year eve...

i went to have supper with my friends

when the time i went for bed

its already 3am

then i woke up at 7.30am!!!

just to...

guess what i did???

you'll never get it right...

'cause i went for treasure hunt competition

=.=lll

HAHA

i know that sounded funny

i thought so too

but actually my team registered for it just to gain merit points

and we never knew that the competition would be on 1st Jan!!

but eventually...

guess what???

again,you'll never get it right...

'cause my team won the champion!!!

wakaka^^

and we were the only chinese team

kinda proud of ourselves though...XD

and mind you,the game wasn't easy~

but we really enjoyed it!!

here comes!the smile of victory!!=)

actually we were really exhausted that time...

the competition ended at 11.30am

and i went to Christmas Night rehearsal at 2.30pm

although wushu training starts at 2pm

haiz!!can we clone another Vivian here???xp

after finished the rehearsal

i walked through the rain to our campus main hall for wushu training

and stayed there for about 1.5 hours

i rushed back to my hostel

bathed and get ready for Christmas Night

and finally when the night ended

i went back to my room at 11pm

im supposed to create this post that time

but i was so exhausted until i fell asleep on table,in front of my laptopie~

♥the string performers during christmas night 2009 @ USMkk♥

my girlfriends...about the guy behind,we never realised about his presence..HAHAX..guess he's a 2nd year medic senior..lol~syok sendiri..hehe

i love the stage decoration the most...really pretty backdrop...actually im focusing on the backdrop but not the people inside the pic...XP...anyway,they are our 2nd year seniors..

sealing the memories

here comes the final day of 2009...
turning your head and looking back to the past

what would you see???

the happiest memory of mine...

i'd like to grant it to the wonderful times i spent at my matriculation college

i was being dumped into a rural area at Pahang,a place called Gambang

where my friends were from different states in M'sia

we built up strong,unbreakable bonding

together, we created a blast during CNY 2009

=D

the saddest memory of mine...

i'd choose the time when our matriculation programme ended

and everybody headed back home

indescribable feeling of losing something important in life

T.T

the most traumatized memory of mine...

it would definitely be my university application

that i got USM medicine course

happy?no.

sad?no.

dilemma?yes.

the proudest memory of mine...

without hesitate it would be Mooncake Festival 2009@USMkk

where all first years made it a great success!!

the greatest treasure i gained from it was the friends i got to know through the event

the busiest times of the year...

preparations and practices for Mooncake Festival performances

when i took part in 2 performances

when i always need to appear in 2 places at the same time

the most difficult times i gone through this year...

during my first term exam in USM i would say

when i was feeling so inferior,so weak,so stupid

fortunately i still obtained satisfactory result

the craziest times of the year...

during CNY 2010 wushu performance training

when me and my bunch of girlfriends enjoy talking while stretching

laughing while training

until criticized by seniors that we are the noisiest batch

xp

that's all for my confessions...

and im wondering what would be your's?

i was reading back my first post in this blogspot

and realised it has almost been a year since i started it!!

so nice!

this means that i've kept a copy of my 2009 memories here...

soooo...

last but not least

-2009 memories sealed-

losing my sense of time

i've lost my sense of direction long long time ago...

everybody knows that...

and now i'm losing my sense of time...

i wake up early in the morning

have my breakfast and do some quick study

get ready and go for lectures

have my lunch and return to my room

try my best to skim through all the lecture notes

go for wushu training

and also string practise for Christmas Night 2009

return to my room at 12am

take my bath and sleep

the cycle is then repeated...

life is sooo hectic

till i gradually forget that today is already 29th Dec!!!

whether you like it or not

time does flies

so fast that you've never imagined

anyway...

somehow between my cramped schedule i managed to grab some time to scribble down a little bit of my mind here...

3 more days to go before arriving 2010!!!

new year

new spirit

new revolution

new target

new me

i like it

:)

joyful christmas

to be frank...

Christmas meant nothing to me

because im not a christian(though many people told me that i looked like and sounded like one...LOL)

the last christmas i celebrated...

perhaps it was about 12 years ago...

when i was still in Austria?...

HAHA

but i had a different christmas this year!!!

and i never thought that anybody would celebrate christmas in kelantan though!!^^

but things are like this...

people usually enjoy doing things that's unsual--like celebrating christmas in kelantan though you aren't a christian...hehe

okies...

during christmas eve...

we went to Pizza Hut for christmas eve dinner...xp
then i spent the whole night talking to my roomie^^

during christmas day...

we went to Billy Cafe--the almost extinct western food cafe in kelantan to have our christmas dinner...

but that ended up almost everyone not feeling full enough...

then we decided to have our second round at Mc Donald...

Hhmmm~

i think we gotta know how to enjoy life and treat ourselves better...

especially we are medical students that study soooo hard!*lame excuse*

HAHA

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

perhaps this is the only christmas tree that can be found at kelantan

hohoho~

nice christmas celebration with a bunch of girlfriends!!!

o...this christmas tree,again!!yi chuan was the only guy among 11 girls...haha...

i love this picture...traditional leopard fist turned into cute posture!!^^

my turkey dinner,named "Ham Dinger"...it tasted not bad...yummy!

and then...as i've mentioned...2nd round at Mc Donald!!my desert--chocolate sundae...sweet!!=)

lastly...

christmas had ended...

wish everyone had a nice christmas this year...

and looking forward to our brand new year coming!!!

*cheers

冬至快乐!!

does this looked gross??haha...yea,it might!but it tasted nice though!!guess who made this "tang yuan" for us??our wushu seniors!!!^^owh...they are really really really nice souls!!hhmmm~when i applied my first bite on it,it was like...WOW!SOOO幸福!!!

wakaka!!happily eating "tang yuan" prepared by our seniors..not even take bath yet after the gruesome 3hours of wushu practise...lol

by the way...im now on RENAL BLOCK...

i kinda luurvv our kidneys...

much more than our respiratory tracts!!keke^^

here comes...TADA~

okay!finished with my pics and descriptions and here comes my life story...

with continuation of my previous "sleepy" post...

im gonna talk about my result...

*not again!!!*heehee...

but by writing it and spitting out my emotions is my way of searching my inner-thoughts

which sometimes,i may choose to ignore

im quite a perfectionist...

am i?at least this is what i think...

the first thing that im not satisfied with my B+ is that i did not improve!

the second thing is that im once again,not far from getting an A-

the third thing is that i think i deserve more...

the fourth thing is that most of the chinese students here got As but i was not one of them which kinda makes me feel,not-so-chinese...you may think that im stupid to think like this but you will  understand if you really stand in my shoes... 

the last thing is that i feel bad for keeping on persuading myself that B+ is just not far from getting an A...

and that it was all the stupid mistakes that i made which grabbed away my A...

and that i was too actively involved in activities...

and that im actually intelligent enough to get an A but luck just wasn't on my side...

and that i deserve much more than just a B...

blahblahblah~

many people told me that by obtaining a B in a medical school,like me,is not an easy thing and that we need not aim for As...

some people told me that to maintain such a good result is already a difficult thing to do...

but me myself think that by maintaining your achievement but seeing other people improving means you are deteriorating,and it's considered,by me,a failure...

perhaps someday i should start accepting the fact that simply,im just not good enough...

that no matter how hard i tried,i will never get an A... 

this is so sad

TT

of hope & grades

"Fire and hope are connected,just so you know.The way the Greek told it,Zeus put Prometheus and Epimetheus in charge of creating life on earth.Epimetheus made the animals,giving out bonuses like swiftness and strength and fur and wings.By the time Prometheus made man,all the best qualities had been given out.He settled for making them walk upright,and he gave them fire.

Zeus,pissed off,took it away.But Prometheus saw his pride and joy shivering and unable to cook.He lit a torch from the sun and brought it to man again.To punish Prometheus,Zeus had him chained to a rock,where an eagle fed on his liver.To punish man,Zeus created the first woman-Pandora and gave her a gift,a box she was forbidden to open.

Pandora's curiosity got the best of her,and one day she opened that box.Out came plagues and misery and mischief.She managed to shut the lid tight before hope escaped.It's the only weapon we have left to fight the others."

"MY SISTER'S KEEPER"

Jodi Picoult

i lurv this short description!!it's picked from one of the book im obsessed with recently,a book worth reading indeed!!^^

i just got my result for my 2nd term exam...

i obtained an overall B+,again

A+ for Data Interpretation

A- for Multiple Choice Questions

C- for Short Essay Questions

sometimes whether you like it or not

you just get what you deserve

i knew i screwed up my SEQ

that's why i got C- for it

which snatched my A- away

gradeisnotimportant

gradeisnotimportant

gradeisnotimportant

mama said something that hurt my feelings today

but she said i was being too sensitive

perhaps she's right

i may be over-sensitive

but that's only towards person that i care and love

whatever they say can mean the whole world to me

that's all that i'd like to tell you guys today

to be continued in the next post

feeling so darn sleeeeeppy...

night world:)

the memoir

do you know how to pronounce "memoir"?

it was one of those difficult words which i didn't know how to pronounce back then...

but my uncle taught me this...

it's pronounce as MEH-MO-AR...

Hhmmm~

as this is my 100th post here in blogspot...

i'd like to name this post as the memoir...

the memoir which tells my dear reader the close-to-life diary of mine...

the memoir which im proud with because i created 100 blogposts...

not 100 short,not-more-than-ten-words posts...

but 100 heart-digging,ten-marks-essay blogsposts!!

whoohoo~

***

i don't have any special feelings/emotions to be posted today though...

it was just another ordinary yet satisfactory day for me...

but...

well im quite an easily contented person...

just because i played violin today

or because i completed half of my SGD homework

or because my level in "happy aquarium" in facebook is increasing

or because i attended wushu training and got to exercise

or because i cooked myself a delicious dinner

or because i washed my own clothes today

because of all these...

i shall consider today as one of the most pleasant day in my life^^

and it's scribbled in my 100th post...

see i told you it's nice to own a blog

it helps you to make out those camouflaged nice day which you certainly may missed out...

***

two thumbs up for this!!sorry one of my thumbs is used to hold the camera;)

 my dinner--delicious PASTA!!!well,it doesn't looked delicious in this pic,looked a bit like SH*T...hehehe

tada~this is the one!!yummy!yummy!!i even added an egg into it to make it more nutritious!^^

i shared half of it with my neighbour--jiamiao!!and look!hmm~she's enjoying!!

***

and that's it!!

the end of my 100th post...

dear readers...

stay tuned with me,my bloggie and my life kie??

lotz of love from blog mistress

♥vivian♥

the only inhabitant left in DN336

im all alone in my room again...

'cz my roommate went home for an family event...

last time i used to think that how good would it be if i i can stay in a single room...

but now i might have to spend a second thought on it...

reconsidering the pros of staying with another person...

♥1

you can always find somebody to talk to whenever you feel like it...

♥2

if your roomie is taking the same course as you then you gals can have discussions...

♥3

you can always ask your roomie to accompany you to go anywhere...

♥4

you gals can exchange private opinions/thoughts about every happenings...

♥5

if you are extremely afraid of cockroaches etc etc,like me,hopefully your roomie can help you to get rid of 'em...

♥6
if you bought oranges and your roomie bought apples,you gals can exchange so that you get to eat both:)

♥7

you can ask your roomie to help you to rub if you get bruises...

♥8
you can borrow kitchen appliances such as rice-cooker from your roomie!^^

♥9

you can get new nice songs nice movies dramas nice games from your roomie laptopie...

♥10

wheneva you feel bored studying,you gals can crack some simple jokes and end up laughing till the groundfloor can hear your horrible laughter...

owh im gonna miss her much!>< 

***

life has been sooo easy for USM's medic 1st years during this few weeks because our Respiratory Block has few lectures and many self-study periods!!

im trying not to indulge myself too much...

actions and consequences you know...HAHA

yesterday after our evening lectures we went to D'Klassik Cafe to have dinner...my food was the last to be served...so when it finally comes i was like...YEAH!!!=D

group photo of us...a nice cafe nice environment nice decoration but not-that-nice + expensive food...usm-ians are not recommended to this cafe!!hiakhiak^^