Channeling my negative charge!

Week 5 of Orthopedic posting:

• Next week is gonna be my end-posting exam.
• I don't think I've acquired adequate knowledge in this field yet.
• I dislike being ignored.
• I hope our presence is acknowledged.
• I like questions to be thrown on me.
• And if in doubt, I wish that my questions will be taken seriously and answered. 
• I think I've tried my best to work hard but still couldn't make myself genuinely comfortable with this posting.
• It's too late now.
• Just keep my fingers crossed.
• I just wanna pass this posting and move on.
• Anyway, I'm still surviving.
• Yes, struggling a bit, but still alive.

P/S: Ignore me, I'm just channeling out my negativity.

And what remains, is positivity.

up vs down/good vs bad

It's another friday night and I've got bitten by the lazy bug today! So not in the mood of reading...Perhaps is it because of my lack of interest in Orthopaedic? I know i just gotta get rid of this thought of negativity. But I realised that the more I force my mind to avoid this negative thought, the more it will lean towards it. Hhmm, still finding a way out...How amazing this mind works huh?=)

Life has got its up and down. We suffer when we expect life to be always UP. So lower down your expectation, accept whatever life gives you, whether they're UP or DOWN, they are all impermanence. They can't stay forever.

Another saying is, we suffer when we judge. We judge that this is BAD, but is it really bad? Not necessary, maybe its just your judgement. We judge that this is GOOD, but is it really good? Not necessary, this is only what you think. There is no good or bad thing, its just something you judged and you labelled them.

Just some random sharing of thought to scribble away my time in a cooling friday night.

Tomorrow will be a better day:)