Thursday, July 29, 2010

sudden burst of feelings

halo world=D
here comes another of my weekly post...

practically i just reached my hostel moments ago
just attended the very last lecture before the convo break starts
the rain is drizzling outside
and for EVERYDAY i'd not forget to bring my umbrella,except TODAY
honestly i really enjoy the walking between my hostel and lecture hall
but walking in the rain?...
hhmmm~refreshing!!
haha

since i've finished eating all fruits that i bought from Ipoh,i've stopped by Nurani Cafe to buy a piece of guava and also pineapple...fruits are reallyyyy good,to eat and to keep you fit and healthy,and they contain lots of anti-oxidants to help you get rid of those naughty reactive oxygen species that cause aging=)
talking like a doctor eh???XD

and while reaching my room and munching on my fav fruits,i've also did some blog-surfing...and i've managed to find a few junior's blog...reading their blog did give me some nostalgic feeling...especially in those lines that mentioned about how passionate they wanted to become a doctor and how much hardships they've been through to get a medicine course here in USM...and also how complex is the community in university...their stories reminded me of mine too:)

well i still remember vividly how much i wanted to become a doctor when i was graduating from secondary school...how hard i've fighted for the JPA oversea scholarship,and when i failed to get it,how many litres of tears i've sheded...how i appealed into the matriculation programme,and i've studied so hard to make sure that i'll get a pretty 4flats so that i'll get the course i wanted...how i cried and kinda argued with my parents once i found out that i've got selected by USM...blahblahblah~histories of mine=)

and now,being in ONLY the second year of the medicine degree programme...though i shouldn't be feeling like this,but i really can't tell other people that im happy now...maybe,MAYBE im just tired...of the piling lecture notes and never-ending activities,but i do hope that this kinda feeling will eventually fade away and be replaced by my usual motivated character^^...i can still remember once my senior told me that for medical students,they are usually highly motivated during their 1st year,mildly motivated during their 2nd year,not-so-motivated during their 3rd year and for the 4th and the final years they will eventually forget about their long-ago childhood dream,no more passion,no more enthusiasm,no more caring,only robots with lots of medical facts in their head...

seriously...

I DON'T WANNA BECOME DOCTORS LIKE THAT!!!

omg,im so sorry that this post will be kinda long,suddenly have loads to talk about...people who aren't involved in the convocation health exhibition in USM main campus in penang and will be heading home soon please stay away from meeee!!!i wanna go home toooooo~BUT!im so sure that i'll definitely gain something from this activity that you guys would miss...university life is all about trying something new and to gain as much experiences as we could,that's what im doing now,so...no regrets!^^

ooyea,before i forget,last night was the Demo Night and Annual Grand Meeting of Wushu Club in USMkk...we had wushu and 24 season drums performances as usual and i was one of the wushu performer as well...and last night i was being elected as the new Wushu Master of the year...to be frank,im actually not so happy about the "Wushu Master" title,it just sounded so rough and tough,unlike me...hehe^^...anyway,my job is to conduct every wushu training sessions and our wushu performance during CNY Night 2011...and im actually the first ever lady wushu master,sounded funny right?but i'll certainly try my best to fulfill my job...nonoNONO sex discrimination!!!=)



right after the Wushu Club Demo Night and AGM,we also had another Mooncake Festival AGM to elect committees from 1st years for the Mooncake Festival Night,this has always been the tradition:the 1st years organise the Mooncake,2nd years organise the CNY...and undeniably,the 2nd batch of APEX students were all aggressively active!!!they practically wanted every posts as long as they are being nominated..."im more into the artistic performances stuff,so please vote for me as the stage director!!"..."as you can see,im a very dramatic person,so i'd like to become the stage director!!"..."please vote for me as the project manager,i'll certainly lead you guys towards a better Mooncake Night,better than what our seniors did!!"...

wow,what can i say...impressive!!haha

another part of my life:my convex preparations seems never ending...our station advisor,a neurosugery prof keeps on changing and editing and adding and cutting whatever we've did,claiming that our posters aren't professional enough...this can be quite tiring,but when im looking on this matter from prof's view,he's really being patience enough to assist and guide us,meeting us almost everyday to discuss about our topics...and LUCKILY i had Alfie,Amiro and Jason in my group,they are really GREEAATT helpers of mine=D...so from this,i've learnt a lesson:never think that you yourself is the only one who's suffering and working hard,see things from another perspectives and you'll see and appreciate the people who has been helping you...and God is really fair you know,He divides people equally so that every group will have both the great helpers and the super uncooperative laziers,fair and square...haha

time's getting late,i'll hang out with erica for chotek and mydin shopping session later...gotta get a bath and im going to enjoy this peaceful evening...im just gonna conclude that:it's not that im bored of studying medic,im not losing my passion,i just need a break,like now^^



✿ps1...im not that kinda person who's interested in politics,but somehow,the environment can mould you so drastically that you can't help to be involved in it...i think that's why people said that university is just a society in miniature i guess...

✿ps2...life in first years was the nicest memory i ever had,but that can only been remained as a memory...do do not look back,look ahead instead,and be tough and conquer whatever obstacles been thrown to you,with confident and perseverance...

✿ps3...try your best to perform well in every activities,without neglecting your studies...and try to enjoy the process in within...get and gain and learn something from every rise and fall...keep believing that from participating in every activities,im being mould into a better person...

✿ps4...lastly,do not lose interest in studying medicine!!!although it's getting tougher and tougher each day,keep your interest inside your heart and you'll not lose that motivation to study...

JIAYOU

Thursday, July 22, 2010

system's shutting down........

another week has passed...
im still the same,old,busy me...
with more and more projects coming up...
and more and more meetings,preparations and practices...

sometimes i'll wonder that is this the right thing for me to do?...
to take part and hold posts in so many different kinds of activities...
well recently i just found out that being busy is what makes me happy...
weird huh???haha
because when every seconds of mine is filled...
i will feel contented too,with what i've done with my time...
now im just hoping that my activities will not interfere with my medical studies...
which is still my utmost target in life:)

and i truly believe that studying in university like USMkk
can definitely shape you into a better person
in the context of time management
and also in your social field
how???
i've met many different kinds of people here...
bad guy that is so DAMN good at pretending
those "politicians"...
when can you stop pretending arr???
I HATE YOU

haha...
anyway im here to blog even though im so busy
i enjoy this moment of putting all my thoughts into words
once a week,at least=)

next big events in my life:
Wushu Club AGM
Convo health exhibition in USM main campus
Hari Terbuka Desa Wushu's stall
"Xin Deng" musical of Buddhist Society
STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!

system's shutting down.......

zzzzz

Saturday, July 17, 2010

convex=headache

i knew this would happen...

that once i come back to my university campus
i'll have not enough sleep
not enough rest
not enough eat

i've been busy everyday for the entire week
and it was only the 1st week of my new semester
im physically and mentally tired and i seriously need a break!!!

lecture notes...books...extra readings from various websites...
wushu training for demo night performance for freshmens...
convex meetings with teammates and doctor advisor...
those brain-crunching Problem-based Lerning(PBL) sessions...
those confusing FLM sessions...
choosing medical books that should be bought...
perak-ians meetings and briefings with juniors...
elective programme...
TITAS assignment...
cocurricular activities...
these are the stuffs that im constantly thinking about
day and night

the studying part is the toughest
so im trying my best to study as much as i can
but im constantly being haunted by the shadow of convex preparation,with not-so-motivated members,plus im the group leader,can you imagine how disastrous it is???
my greatest wish:
i wish for the convex thingy will be over in no time!!!

the only good thing about my 2nd year life is that
i can finally feel that im pursuing towards my future job
because we are now in the 2nd phase of the MD programme 
and started to study about pathology,which is the diseases
which is less boring compared to 1st years studies of normal anatomy,biochemistry and physiology...

i think i should stop here...
no more time-wasting,im telling myself...
gotta get back to my Robin's Basic Pathology...

OH CONVEX!!!!
please be over soon!!!!!!!

Saturday, July 10, 2010

i ♥ my new hostel

T.H.A.N.K  G.O.D!!!


the reasons why i love my new hostel
♥ its big
♥ its a double room
♥ no more double-decker beds
♥ brand new bed and study table
♥ a large,luxurious,door-sliding cupboard
♥ a head-to-foot mirror on the cupboard
♥ the fan is spinning extremely fast
♥ easy access to supermarkets & food stalls

the reasons why i hate it
x only 4 bathrooms available for the whole floor
x further away from our lecture halls


so,obviously...the love's outweigh the hate's...so im going to conclude that im happy and contented for my new hostel...ooyea,i've got a new roomie named kitkei,whom im familiar with but just worrying that we're too familiar with each other and can't stop talking...XP

im actually feeling kinda good to return to my "community",seeing familiar faces and started babbling nonsense,like we used to...another special thingy is that my besties Erica is here in the same university as me!honestly,i do feel so weird seeing her being at this place HAHA just so not used to it LOL


~my new room~


my place:)


the luxurious cupboard that i've mentioned^^



zzz...
im feeling sleepy right now...
gonna go to sleep soon...
BUT before that i'd like to say 

THANK YOU

to my dearest daddy & mummy!!!
for helping me to wipe away the every single tiny dust
and trying to arrange my mountains of stuffs when im actually busy angry at myselfXP
i love you

Friday, July 9, 2010

life has to move on

dear ladies and gentlemen,you're now reading a live telecast post from Crystal Lounge Hotel in Kelantan

i had an absolutely great day today!despite the fact that our journey actually led to Kelantan...i just signed in facebook and got to know that its a big possibility that i'll be placed into a sixduple hostel room!!!such a nightmare!!!!!quaduple room is crowded and noisy enough,sixduple???six girls in a tiny room???i hope USMkk is just kidding around with us...anyway,after being treated so unfairly throughout my life,im preparing myself mentally and will accept the cruel arrangement anyway
T.T

so i'll register into my new hostel,2nd phase of my MD programme tomorrow morning...i'll be turning right into a busy beeee tomorrow i know,with the usual piling lecture notes and activities...and right now im enjoying my final relaxing moment,blogging in the air-conditioned hotel whilst listening to my parents' snoring:)

during my final week of hols i had no regrets for what i did...i took a train to KL alone(im a big girl now^^) to meet up with my godbro,his wife and son whom just back from Austria...i had a really great time and nice food with 'em...and for my family,my parents especially i tried my best to cherish the moments i spent with 'em...and for my doggies,i bid farewell to 'em and told 'em to behave well when im gone...O touch-wood touch-wood,im just leaving to study,but leaving after 2months stay at home can be quite emotional...sob sob


my godbro with his wife-Ade


their cheeky son-Nicholas


Gosh i'll miss 'em...


we were having lunch at Zanmai Jap Restaurant^^


my Godsis' little devil-Brownie


Candy & Cody


taken this hours ago at Belum Resort,the place where we will passby everytime when we go from Ipoh to Kelantan,the superb place for our high-tea^^


and...HAHAHA,my new Crocs,not an imitation kay...lol~and if you can notice,my left Croc is being punched holes by Brownie=.=...
i my crocs


Hhmmm~i think this is about it huh...im grateful for the 2 months hols i had and surprisingly,im not wishing for more hols,because life has to move on,i'll soon graduate in 4 years time as a medical doctor and for that,i have the duty to continue studying for as hard as i could...hols are just a short break for you to recharge but not a discharge from reality...Oh,didn't i sound mature???=)

praying hard for my double room hostel,still...

gute nacht

Friday, July 2, 2010

still in holiday mood

i used to complain that i did nothing during this hols
but by browsing through my photo albums & reading my blog
i've actually did quite a lot of things
those fun stuffs,like hanging out with friends & vacation trips...
that i'll never,ever forget :)

since my holiday is coming to an end
i got only 1 week left and most of my F6 besties have took off their journeys to enter uni's
i think my holiday trips have to come to an end as well
so its time to have some flash-backs
to see what i did
how much fun i had
and this photo session is requested by my friend pinsin as well hahax
she described my blog as a tourist website lol



Ipoh tour with matric friends
leeyin,ah moon,waimun,zeeyong,yiyong,evelyn & i

the caves & temples in ipoh



Gua Tempurung


Kellies' Castle



Sitiawan & Pangkor Island
cheeyan,mingkit,zhihan & i


Teluk Batik...its a dirty beach...lol



in the ferry on the way to Pangkor Island


temple in Pangkor...i forgot its name...hehe


Dutch Portland


the breath-taking,beautiful beach that we discovered in Pangkor Island

haha...this is sentimental...

a super nice shoot!!!^^



~THE END~


not bad right???
maybe i should stop complaining...
hehehe
still...
i can't help feeling sad everytime i think about how little time left for me to stay at home and stick with my family...
thinking of the hectic life in uni make me hyperventilate HAHA
but thinking of the new things that im going to learn in my 2nd year MD
im feeling excited at the same time as well^^

cheers!!!
to my marshmallows who'll be entering uni as freshmens in these few days...
good luck!!!
i will miss you girls much!!!
now,we are really being sent to different corners in m'sia...
hope to see you girls soon during the holiday
♥♥♥♥♥lotz of love from vivian♥♥♥♥♥