Friday, January 28, 2011

♥ from Thailand

SAWADIKA readers
:D

YEAH~ I've returned home to Malaysia from a 5days East Asian Medical Students Conference(24th EAMSC) in Bangkok,Thailand!!! What can i say... It was a real superb experience! An eye-opener indeed! In fact,a social-widener! And a great,rare chance for me to get to know friends, who are also medical students from different parts of the world!^^


can't wait to share some great pics with you readers:)



this will be definitely the first in my list...let me introduce to you guys...
~GROUP 20~
my group has:
2 Thai group moderators
2 Malaysians: Vivian(me) & Sunthari
3 Koreans: JunHo,Esther & Jacqueline
2 Japanese: Jessica(my roomie) & Saki
2 Taiwanese: Marcus & Run
2 Indonesians: Anastasia & Natalia
2 HongKong-ians: Winky & Emannuel
1 Mongolian: Tekun
1 Nepal: Sagar
1 Egypt: Ahmed
1 Singaporean: Trin
the group that i've been sticking into for the whole 5 days...
we did everything together,
we ate together,
played together,
shopped together,
took pics together,
learnt foul sentences from different languages together,
attended and slept in keynote lectures and paperwork presentations together,
completed our PBL presentation together,
and watched lady-boy show together!!!!!^^



NEXT...
we stayed in a 5-Star Hotel, Windsor Suite for the entire 5 days!


and we visited many hospitals in Bangkok and this is the most special one...
could you believe that this gorgeous room is actually a patient's ward???


and the Pediatric Department in that hospital will definitely bring those lil child some comfort...look at how they paint their ceiling into niceee sky color...and their staffs and nurses over there even wore cartoon-printed pyjamas!!!


and lastly...i met someone familiar...
USM-ians: do you think he looked like zhong yang???
lol



well i think that's about the photo sharing...i just picked up some significance one,don't wanna overflood my post though hehe...

however if you're interested in looking more and more pics that i took in the conference do feel free to visit here!!!

the suffering: i've got a really severe diarrhea+nausea+vomiting+dizziness+hypogastric colicky pain during the last day of the conference...and it even took me around 3 days after i came back to Malaysia to get well!!!im loving my healthy body now:P



wishing you all an early chinese new year!!!^^

Monday, January 17, 2011

pre-conference

dear readers

i'll be off to Bangkok,Thailand tomorrow for the first ever oversea conference
so you may not see any new post during the entire week
will be flooding here with stories,experiences and pictures
just stay tuned with my return:)


so have i well-prepared for this conference thingy?
well i afraid so...
been doing a lot of background readings on my group's topic regarding anorexia nervosa and bulimia nervosa...
now only i know that how lives are devastatingly affected by these eating disorders
what struck me hard is that bulimic patient may even go into an extent of searching food from the garbage when they feel like binging but can't find any food in the house!!!
scary huh@,@


well i can't wait to learn more about adolescents' health from this conference!!!^^

★     ★     ★

HOWEVER
no matter how wonderful things are
there is always "however"

HOWEVER
there are prices to be paid...

firstly,
economically...
i've spent quite an amount of my parents' $$$ for this conference
which i can't help feeling like a bad daughter

secondly,
academically...
i need to skip lectures,clinical teachings and PBLs for almost 2 weeks of GUT block!!!
im optimistically hoping that i'll be able to catch up with it after i come back

thirdly,
socially...
im feeling sososo selfish and guilty for leaving my CNY wushu performance!!!
those junior performers,the whole wushu team have long became a large chunk of my life over here...
although i know that they'll be in good hands
with helpful seniors that have promised to help
plus the remaining colleagues whom are capable
i shouldn't be worrying
but i just can't help it
mind you that i really couldn't foresee how critical this period is when i made my decision
owh everybody please take care
i'll be back real soon
looking forward to see your progressions and improvements when im back
*evil smile*
^^

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ooyea our 2nd year MD exam result has released yesterday...
THANK GOD
i've passed with an A

thanks to woei chyuan senior!
for briefing us on PE for every blocks and never fail to answer our mountains of stupid questions
and also giving us extra practices and revisions

thanks to wushu seniors:ming jian,jia wen,chun chao,kenneth,wei honn,ying xiang!
for providing helping hands to take care of our CNY wushu performers during our study week,exam week and also the 1 week hols after the exam

lastly,thanks to my parents!
for your endless love and moral support
by listening to my rants almost everyday during the study week when i was so stress

★     ★     ★

Nah~
i know you're bored already...
so TATA


to myself:
have a safe journey
learn as much as i can
and enjoy the whole conference thingy to the fullest
so that the prices paid are worthwhile
[=

Friday, January 14, 2011

EQ,do you have it?

EQ=emotional-intelligence quotient
it's a self-perceived ability to identify, assess, and control the emotions of oneself, of others, and of groups.


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WTH are you doing in this few days?
mind circulating with past conversations 
thoughts lingering around the past
magnifying tiny problems
oh this is so-not-you


you're the girl who tries to solve every problems possible
and this is what you're gonna do today


face-to-face
you're gonna sort it out


there's nothing to be afraid of
you have your own stand,a firm one
and you did nothing wrong


no more WHYs
you're gonna find out the solutions today


i believe in your capability


you have high IQ
now its time to prove that you have high EQ, too


*good luck

Thursday, January 13, 2011

yesterday,i lost my faith

FAITH...
where are you?
do you ever exist?
i doubted.

people that i used to trust 
things that i used to believe
they are burnt into ashes
all of them.


now only i get to know that im totally a failure
in the context of being a good person
my good intentions are being twisted into something rotten
how could this thing ever happen???
well,i shall differ.


i should've foreseen all this
this is my fault,my bad
for seeing this world in a way too beautiful


i was too naive
too truthful
too careless


i shall never forget
the way you hurt my soul
the way you break my heart
and the day when i lost my faith

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but that was yesterday
the past has become history
for me to learn something out of it
so im gonna live today and tomorrow from what i've learnt


i don't wanna lose myself to yesterdays
but for the faith that i've lost
is irreversible


im warning you
when the time has come
please...
GET OUT FROM MY LIFE

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

the rules

life is so far busy yet enjoyable
yea there maybe times when i become irritable
times when i get pissed at somebody(im just being honest^^)
but the happy moments spent doing something that i like
totally outweigh the negative part

i guess this is the rule of life
to ALWAYS look at positive things in microscopic view
whilst looking at negative things in macroscopic view
=)

however
happy elements do not always come without consequence
im worrying about my Genitourinary Block
x.x

one last thing that i'd like to share...

to juniors who have contacted me asking whether they can join our Wushu histology briefing
im really,truly,extremely sorry and regretful that i've said "no"
of course we would like to help everyone of you
but i really hope that you all will understand our circumstances
as there are already a bunch of noisy wushu juniorsXP
and i don't think we can handle more than this
or else things will not run smoothly and will be time-consuming
plus these are rules and have been running for generations...
don't worry,every performance will have at least one very "geng" senior to brief their respective performers

PS♥♥♥you guys can always ask for our help whenever you're facing any problem academically,and of course we'll try our best to help...there's no politics,just helpful seniors,because these were how our seniors treated us,to make sure our studies will not be affected despite of the tight training schedule for CNY practices...

so plssssssssssss~
don't hate us
*peace*
:)

Thursday, January 6, 2011

hols-lag

LOL
been spending the past few hours doing...
THIS!!!
HAHA
setting it as my laptopie's wallpaper
helps to cure my homesickness
:)


first week lectures of Genitourinary System have started...
and im still blurrrrrrrred about the most important disease of the week:Urinary Tract Infection
gotta admit that im still experiencing hols-lag
HEY VIVIAN WAKE UP!!!XP

life's really busy nowadays(owh since when it isn't???lol)
especially with tight wushu training schedule for CNY performance
plus preps for bangkok medic conference
plus heavy loads of GUT lectures,which considered as the hardest of 2nd year MD studies by seniors...

STOP dreaming
START studying
^^cheers^^

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

happiest moments

morning readers!!!
this post is created to share my wonderful hols last week
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~FAMILY~

during the first day of my hols,as promised by mummy,we cooked the traditional glutinous rice balls,with a tinge of modern sweetness by putting chocolate fillings,served with Ipoh's famous soya milk...yumyum!!!


celebrating my sis's victory of getting 7A's for her PMR at Moven Peak,the famous western restaurant in Ipoh


haha!!!fun shopping time with my family at Jusco and Ipoh Parade,the only 2 modernised shopping malls in Ipoh,but im totally satisfied with it=)
i think i looked exactly like a bunny,didn't i?^^


of course,this is so not to be missed: set lunch at folie-folie...sponsored by my bro haha
ps,this japanese salad was sooo nice!!!


nah~this is my bro,with Lego version of indiana jones...
ooyea!!!this was taken when we were going to KL for 1 day trip~


Baskin Robbins time at KL


my sis with the giant teddy bear...
i totally heart the christmas decorations in Mid Valley!!!




me and my lovelyyy mum!!!



on new year eve,my mum and i prepared a lil party to welcome my dad's coming home from job trip at Indon...the sardine puff was yumyum!!!^^



not to forget the eat-all-you-can steamboat+BBQ buffet on the first day of 2011~



finally...my wonderful hols ended with a superb western dinner at San Francisco Steakhouse...yumyum!!!



~MARSHMALLOWS~

its...
BBQ TIME!!!
it was a christmas gathering with my besties in secondary school...
love 'em!!!^^




christmas gifts exchange time!!!this is my christmas presents for six of 'em...
so prettily-warapped right?hehe



another old-school girls gathering...
this is maou yong,just came back from christchurch,NZ,studying accounting...
lol~you're still the same,old,cool as stone-face huh my dearX)



~MISCELLANEOUS~

i watched two movies!!!was so happy crunching on a bucket of popcorns...
both movies were superb!!!Jack Black was extremely hilarious,Angelina Jolie was sooo gorgeous and Johny Depp,well...was looking so funny while he finally plays the role of a normal human being^^


guess what???
i found this 4-sided clover leaf in the flower pot at home!!!which is sooo rare!!!because if you notice,there will be lots of 3-sided leaves,but a 4-sided one?you may not find it in your lifetime...
but i found it!!!
and i believe it will bring luck to me


anddd...
that's about it!
my hols was indeed...
wonderful,memorable and cherishable


it rejuvenates me
im as fresh as peppermint choc chip ice-cream now!XD

lastly...
YOU
DADDY MUMMY!!!














anddd...

♥ ♥ ♥
OOI's FAMILY ROXXXXX!!!
♥ ♥ ♥

Monday, January 3, 2011

its my turn

RESOLUTIONS FOR 2011

not to take everything so seriously,take it easy...
worry less,because eventually everything will be fine
be a calmer and tougher person when encountering hardships
treat myself better,indulge and relax once in a while won't do much harm
try to be good to everyone,even if they don't,because only God knows
learn how to overcome homesickness,because ain't a small girl anymore
to maintain my curiosity and eagerness in seeking medical knowledges
wake up with a :),greet people with a :),even to endure hardships with a :)
★ erase every prejudice towards people
enjoy life to the fullest,try to enjoy doing everything that im assigned to
overcome my fear against cockroaches!!!
be more cheerful,bubbly and happy-go-lucky,say bye to emo


Gosh~my resolutions just sounded so long-winded aren't they???
you'll not find something like "buy a new laptop" or "lose 5kg!" or "travel to another part of the world"
but...
my resolutions are definitely my guide to live through 2011
those are the messages that i'd like to constantly remind myself






ps
i keep on editing my list whenever i think of a new one...lol...feel free to come and check my updates!^^

Saturday, January 1, 2011

a short note on 2011 arrival...

dear readers
miss me...not?

blog mistress would like to apologize for the lack of entries these days 
because home is simply a place too nice for me to create one...


well,i'll update with you guys everything once i return to my real life(im now living in a fairy tale^^)
loads of pics to be uploaded...
happy moments to be shared...
special moments to be cherished...

HAPPY NEW YEAR '11 EVERYONE!!!


i think im really getting older because...
im no longer excited about countdown concerts and fireworks
in fact,im still thinking about what my new year resolution should be~
the first one should be:stop growing old,physically and mentally


I WANNA BE A ROBUST YOUNGSTER!!!
if im already expired from the teenage era haha


ps,i'll be turning 20 in 2011!!!!!!!!!!
the first time ever when the digit "2" appears lol
cheers!
stay young~
=)