I.AM.PATHETIC

a stack of lecture notes is lying in front of my eyes
which lies in front of my laptop
which is "accidentally" connected to the internet
which is displaying blogspot and facebook
which is so tempting
this is pathetic...
:)


im just not in the mood of studying
especially on the very first night where my wonderful weekend just started
forgive me, would you??
^^

the summary of my 4th week of stay in USM

♥lectures, lectures and more lectures!! with only tiny bits of rest periods in between

♥picked up a hobby of catching the moments when my friends fell asleep during lectures while listening to indian-ish

♥exercise and wushu training

♥having a severe body malfunctioning which is not good to be mentioned here^^

♥will be going to camp tomorrow, AGAIN~~(studying medicine in USM is like taking "renjer hutan" course...lol...)

just to brighten up the atmosphere...

i proudly present---

i know you miss my face^^

whoohoo!!!future docs~~~

MAY EVERYDAY WILL BE A BETTER DAY THAN YESTERDAYS

to chocolate lovers

i l♥ve chocolate

getting a tiny bite on it

feeling its presence and melts

tingling my tastebuds

*sweet and warm*

it has never failed to make me feel better when things turn sour

im now getting a bite on it

~yum yum~

welcome home, daddy~

whoohoo~~
yeah! my daddy will be arriving home today...
finally! after 2 weeks of working outstation...
welcome home, dad...
though im not at home...lol
but i know you miss home as much as i do
and i know your craving on the fishhead noodles...
*stomach growling*

it has been raining every night here in kelantan
and i love the cooling and calming effect after those rains
since when did i start to develop liking in rainy days?
am i losing my sunshine, even without my own knowing?
i hope not...

here...
im being labelled as a "stay-at-home-girl"
simply because of my refusal to hang out with those parteeyyy kinda friends
and i seriously do not like to be labelled so
because it's not true...

dangerous creatures are crawling on the street
bad people are loitering around
i don't know whether im being exaggerate or not
i just don't like late-nights-outing

im outgoing

i like to exercise

i like to shop

i like to watch movies in the cinema

i like to hang out with friends during daytime

i like to spend hours in kopitiam and chit-chat with my friends

so ain't no "stay-at-home-girl" okay...

everyone of us has our own thoughts and values

stand firm and hard

be unshakable

be undistractable

stay true to yourself

you will survive

tiny dedication to myself

"don't online anymore...go study!!"
i was stunned and traumatized...
and this was a piece of order given by my ex-college mate...
even my mom didn't did that to me before...lol
but i do understand his intention...
a good friend of mine indeed=)

hooray~
finally finished regurgitating NURSING BLOCK!!^^

by the way...
i went to wushu practise today and i enjoyed it!!
it reminded me of those cherished moments we shared in KMPh...


tiny reminder for myself ♥ ♥ ♥ study hard and smart--quoted from future-to-be dr. little yellow

it's time to sleep...good night world~
more encounters and joys are awaiting me ahead...
so do you guyz!
*cheers

just some touch-ups

Happiee birthday chia wei!!!

after leechee, another july baby had her b'day today...

and i was involved in some secret mission which only Jack n I know...wakaka^^

hope she enjoyed her day!!!

today's lectures were sooo packed and there were only 15 minutes break between each lecture...but the problem is not about the schedule BUT the lecturer...i met 2 special cases today...one of them was speaking indian-like english throughout the lecture, another was a monotonous one...

predictably...i fell asleep...zzz

sorry...i just can't help it!!i just realised that i fell asleep when i heard chia wei whispered :"vivian's sleeping so tight..."

Ooyea...i went joging with jia miao today, a new friend made from KL!=)
since when has excercise is considered part of my life??im not sure about it myself...i just love that sweaty feelings and after you have taken your bath, you'll be feeling soooo freshed up!!hehe...another benefit from excercise: it will increase your blood circulation and supply more oxygen to your brain, which makes study much easier!!--quoted from dr.Lai, my uncle actually...lol

my university campus has a nice joging track with nice scenery...below is one of the pics taken...the golf course in our campus...i love this view and i don't why...haha

ps 1...today's 27th july, and i registered into this uni on 27th june, which is exactly one month's time...

TO ALL 1ST YEARS...

~HAPPY STAYING IN USM~

ps 2...to prevent myself from becoming addicted to the internet connection here, i've implied a rule on myself which i've implied on my younger bro and sis, that is...no other websites surfing other than educational websites during study days!!blogging is acceptable though...or else im gonna explode...XP

the end of my weekend

well...
another wonderful weekend of mine has come to an end...
tired and exhausted...
USM has actually arranged a 2 days seminar which all 1st years must attend during this weekend, from 8am to 5pm...
BUT being a naughty student...
i left early for both days, by 10am!!=)

just finished making my own notes for the first block, which is BIOETHICS AND SOCIAL HEALTH, which is an extremely dull block...
gonna start making notes for my second block, NURSING, which is much shorter and interesting than the previous one...
BUT at the same time, the third block is attacking my way, which is CELL AND TISSUE...
*sigh
and this is only the beginning...

gambateh vivian!!^^

PS ♥ ♥ ♥ can't wait for another 2 weeks to go home...my saliva was flooding when mom told me that they went to "big tree foot" to enjoy their lunch!!!!!!!

hooray~at last, I'm =D

super-duper-quadruple thanks to

JACK

for helping me to deal with my internet connection problem

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

FINALLY....im able to connect to the internet from my hostel...and i think i'll stay up all night tonight...just one night, i promise...mummy, can i?lol~...just finished my nursing block today...CELL & TISSUE block will be starting next week and i know that there will be a study marathon from next week on...so...after tonight...i promise i will study hard...no more honey-mooning!!!^^

it's raining outside...

and im savouring the aroma of the japanese green tea which i brought from home...

*sweet

time has been passing fast like running tap...

one month, exactly since i left home...

and im starting to miss home...

patient vivian, just be patient=)

last post i promised to upload some pics right?...

here there are=P

sok mun's b'day...yea, it was an all-girls parteeyyy~pizza hut is just situated opposite USM...

she's my cutie roommate...geok xin~

at perakians' gathering at sakura restaurant...delicious chinese-thai food!!=)...met seniors from 1st, 2nd, 3rd and 5th years...mind you...perak seniors are real good souls...and she's vivian...my direct senior...yupz...its not a typing error...we got the same name^^

1st year perakians...there are more...some boys went back though...

never forget to give a hearty welcome to~~~TATA!!annrie...welcome to USM as a medical student!!=)

and...leechee's b'day!!!happy birthday!!! :)

she's May from KL...pic took at clinical skill lab...where we learnt how to measure blood pressure, temperature etc etc...i hope im not looking like a lab assistant instead...XP

more pics...more story-tellings and more events will be coming soon...stay tuned!!
with all my ♥ from usm

in my friend's room

emotion: calm and peace.....
location: in chia wei and sok mun's room
tools and apparatus: chia wei's Dell laptop
why???i don't know whether it was my laptop's problem or the wifi problem here...I JUST CAN'T CONNECT TO THE INTERNET USING MY OWN LAPTOP!!!!!!*groan~~~

this post is specially written for...WONG SOK MUN!!!happy birthday!!!hehe...she was my secondary school friend, from form 1 to fom 5...unfortunately we didn't get the same matriculation college...but now!we got the same university, she's now a dental student in USM...yea...enough of our histories...lol...anyway, we celebrated her b'day in pizza hut...and she was so damn touched...wakaka...i think so...will upload some pics we took later...stay tuned!=)

*special thanks to chia wei for borrowing me her laptop to fulfill my craving...lol...your laptop ROXXX~~~wakaka...believe me or not...her laptop can dance!hoho^^and im feeling sooo faulty because she's studying right beside me and im now blogging and playing facebook games...haha!=)

Ggrrrhhh

time: 6.05pm
venue: computer lab in USM library(hamdan tahir library~or whatever name it is called)
status: hungry.thirsty.eye-strain.impatient.not taken my bath yet!!!



oh my god!!!before i even realising it, i've spent an hour to connect my laptop to the wifi in the library, and yet i failed, AND i don't even know what the problem is...can somebody please help me-the IT idiot==...i eventually gave up and decided to use the strange-looking-big-screen-turtle-responding-pc in the library...TT...



today is the last day of my study days...sounded weird?surprised?as today is thursday?...THIS is the thing special about kelantan and i've yet to adapt to it...if you are still confused on what am i mentioning here...the weekends for kelantanese are on friday and saturday...this means that kelantanese will be started working or going to school on sunday...weird huh?i thought so too...lol



my previous post was only the highlight of my recent university life and NOW...im going to give you a larger piece of my mind...this will be a lengthy post{sounded boring to you??arrgh, just leave then!hohoho^^}



for those of my friends who willing to stay and listen to my grumblings, im feeling utmost grateful for that...



the university life here in USM health campus did teach me quite a lot of things...the most important lesson that i've been taught here is that the reality of the world of adults. this place is no longer as simple and free-of-worries as it was in the matriculation college, or in fact i tend to complicate things?well, im just telling you guys what i feel, so you can just ignore it if you think that im wrong or simply leave me a comment to correct me...

i noticed that true friends are much harder to be found here and somehow when im alone i'll just think of those times my friends and i had in KMPh and it's quite saddening...another thing is, the moment i entered this place, my mind is just filled with comparisons...from the hostel.toilet.laundary room.food.lecture hall.library and F.R.I.E.N.D.S...

as what the senior told us, university is the place where people take gossip as a hobby and I AM THE ONE WHO DISLIKE THIS KINDA THING...for me gossip makes you change the way you feel about that person, the way you perceive that person, the way you look at that person, from good to bad or vice-versa...

and HERE, is the place where most people is wearing their masks when they make friends and socialise with purpose...this is the place where appearance wins it all...and I AM THE ONE WHO DISLIKE THIS KINDA PEOPLE...my mum would say: its no use for you to complain, even if you dislike something, you'll just have to get over that feeling, you have to live through it and survive...i knew that these feelings are unhealthy and it would somehow makes my life more miserable so i choose to listen to her advise, to stop comparing and complaining and disliking...

of course not all the people are bad here, i've met some good souls here as well, and i know that there are more kind souls out there waiting for me to befriended of...wakaka=)

one of the lecture i attended today was about to search your inner-self, the self that only you yourself perceive, the self that is hidden...one of the questions asked: WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF?...after i pondered for a while, i've found the answer, that is...my strong determination and positive feelings towards everything in life!!and i'll grab hold on it dearly and never loosen my grip...and i believe that THIS can help me to survive through the 5 years university life here...

i know university life should be an enjoyable one and this is obviously contrasting to what im trying to tell you here...
maybe this is just a beginning and it would be getting better soon...
maybe im just being over-sensitive...
maybe i have not fully-adapted to the life here YET...

to end this post...

"life's like a music piece, you will never know what it offers you next until you play it out LOUD...even if you are not familiar to the piece, just PLAY, with confidence and courage...enjoy the piece, will you??"

first post from USM

Hallooo~~~friends!!!
this would be my first blogpost done in usm..kinda excited...XP

time: 4.15pm
venue: computer lab in the USM's library
status: rushing...only have half an hour to complete this post!!!

i've been in this university for...let's count...12 days!!!things are generally going smooth...like usual...lots of friends-making...problems in remembering their names(paiseh!!==)...the most serious problem is...guess??...yeah~im having a major problem in recognising all those places and directions...

the orientation week was sooooo tiring...with only 3 hours of sleep everyday, but i understand that those facillitators are actually much more tired than us...*clap clap!!bravo to those faci's...
im actually quite touched by those seniors here as they are really helpful, supportive, kind and friendly to us, stupid-and-lost-looking new intakes...most important of all...NO RAGGING!!=)after finished the orientation week, all first year students are dragged to a 3 days 2 nights camp...and when i mentioned "camp"...it was a REAL camp...means we have to build our own tent and collect sticks to cook and have to face a scary commander...lol...but luckily our commander was not as scary as he looked and he was quite funny...the camp was really enjoyable though i had a few accidents during the night walk when we had to go explore the jungle by 2am...

and now...all those stupid orientation thingy had over and the studies had started...the first 2 weeks of our medical programme is to study bioethics and moral values and teach you how to become a good doctor blahblahblah...and YEP!!its boring~~~anyway...some strange phenomena is happening here as when our lecture starts at 8.30am...there will be bunch of people waiting outside the lecture hall at 7.30am...just to grab the first few rows in the lecture hall...its sad to say that im one of those stupid people><...

about the place i stay...im now staying in USM's hostel,desasiswa nurani,3rd floor!!means i can exercise everyday without even going to exercise purposely...hohoho~~just think it as an optimistic way!!=)...the room is incredibly small with two double-decker beds...luckily i have 2 wonderful roommates and they are...GEOK XIN and SARAH!!!yeah~~im glad to have you girls as my roommates after i had a quite horrible experience during matric time...ssshh...haha

and belows are some of the pictures taken during my 1st week of stay here...tata~~

pusat pengajian sains perubatan in usm...the place where us, medical students attend lectures...it is situated quite far from my hostel...good exercise!!!haha

during the first day of lecture...lawrence and zhi yuan are my new friends made here...jack??old buddy!!whoohoo~

carmen, jia miao and...leechee!!kmph buddy...

my tiny study place...



this is my bed...don't feel pity to me because im not feeling pity of myself!!those from UPM medic and vet...i know you are staying in luxury~~~^^

my matric card...im finally an USM medic student...

during our orientation week...huisyen, grace and i...cute they are!!=)

one of our faci...

i hope that i can update my blog more often...the online speed here is realllyyyy~~~~~so...stay tuned!!muackxxx!