Tuesday, March 30, 2010

take 5...

just taking a break from my Renal Physio note, because since i woke up at 6.30am this morning, i didn't really revised much, means that im not efficient, which in turn means that i need a break^^
so many excuses huh...

sigh~
many of my friends are heading back home, some have actually reached home...enjoying their slumber on their most comfy bed at home, and im practically stuck here...sleeping on a stony bed, closely accompanied by mosquitoes the whole night...afternoon is the worst though, i wear shorts & sleeveless shirts & turn on my private fan to the maximum speed, yet my room is still as hot as hell...well i can't help but to envy those who went home for the study weeks, its my choice afterall...HOME is way tooo dangerous, for my studies^^...So, keep holding on my dear...you'll have 2 months of holiday after this, you'll get to do whatever things you wanna do, you'll get to eat anything you like, you can turn on the air-con for the whole day until you get scold by mummy...XP

***
my friend said:"since we only wish to pass the Pro1 exam so that we can enter 2nd year of our medical studies, there isn't a need for us to feel stress.Stress is for those who wish to obtain an A's & Viva Distinction.As long as we know a lil bit from each lecture notes,it's already sufficient to pass..."

HAHA

i can't agree to her statement no matter what...maybe what she said is true, because seniors did told us that Pro exams are not difficult to pass...but!we are studying not only for passing exams right? How are you going to serve the patients when you only know a lil bit of your lecture notes? Viva Distinction just sounded too far from me, so i don't hope to get it either...but im stressed! im afraid that i can't finish revising everything before i enter the examination hall, im scared that i can't remember enough anatomy+physiology+biochemistry to enter 2nd year, and im worried that i can't gain enough knowledge to serve people in the future...i don't wanna become bad, stupid killer doctors...

so i think its okay to feel stress, and its dangerous to not feeling stress...be it stress or not, let's try our best to swallow as much lecture notes as we can...hhmmm~how good would it be if the lecture notes are actually food, like chocolate??XP

***

i cooked red bean soup yesterday=)
it was my first time cooking it without help
and it gained quite a popularity from my friends
HAHA

i think im growing up
'cause in my imagination only grown up girls know how to cook^^
mummy should feel proud of me
hahax


i took longer than 5 minutes....
almost 30 minutes in fact...
cheers~

that's why i enjoy blogging
because i can let out everything i want
and gain back concentration to do things in life

Thursday, March 25, 2010

its all about studystudy&study

it's only exactly 1 month away from our Pro1 exam!!!
shivering...

3 weeks...
i will be having 3 study weeks
but im not going home
so unlike me huh
the reason is that i can't study at home:
too much distraction^^

revision is progressing way too slow
the weather is way too hot and dry EVERYDAY
and im like staying in a hot oven
trying to stuff in all the facts into my tiny little brain
so i think it's time to switch to another plan:
a change of study environment
--->library!!!

sometimes i can't really believe that we are now on our last block for the entire first year medical programme, Host & Environment Block...
and it reminded me of the Biodiversity chapter i once studied during matriculation times
and it sucks you know
last time it was only the characteristics of that particular worm
and now we gotta memorise what kinda disease it causes, its symptoms, how is it transmitted, what kinda environment that favour its growth, its morphology under the microscope, how to differentiate it by using different agar blahblahblah~
what can i say...
i've got no other choice but to try my best, isn't it so?

to coursemates of my batch
i hope for nothing more but all of us can enter 2nd year in the coming semester
no repeats, no regrets, no tears...
so let's work hard together kay??
please do not hesitate to ask your friends if you're facing any problem...
we are meant to help out each other
jiayou!=)

ps...the girl from the wonderland, please treat your newly adopted little yellow doggy nicely,because he's one of my best friends and he deserves it
:)

Saturday, March 20, 2010

let's get crazy while we're 18^^

first of all,before im telling you guys the story of our ultimate crazy adventure...
proudly present to you the memorable picture...


okies...make sure you put on your seat belt for the roller-coaster ride!=D

Event: USMkk Chinese New Year Appreciation Night 2010
Objective: To treat all chinese who put on alot of efforts in making the CNY celebration night a great success!
Venue: Orchard Garden Restaurant, Tumpat
Dress code: Casual red


Kei: Eh...i have an idea,why not tonight the 4 of us(kit kei,geok xin,jia miao & vivian) wear dress/skirts together?

Vivian: i don't want to...i don't have any dress/skirts here lea...besides the dress code is casual red ma...let's all wear red t-shirts+jeans then...

Miao: but we would looked nicer when taking pics if we wear dress/skirts la...let's wear together la...4 of us...

Vivian: geok xin, are you going to wear skirt tonight? i'll follow you...

Xin: really??if im wearing skirts then you will wear it as well??i will be wearing skirt then...haha!

Vivian: but i only have a purple dress here...it's not red lea...nevermind la!it's not necessary that we MUST follow the dress code right?let's the 4 of us wear purple dress together tonight...deal?

Kei,Miao,Xin: okies!


we spent almost an hour running around in the hostel...searching for the appropriate purple dress/skirts for the 4 of us...somehow we wondered that would we be very special if we dress up that way?but we thought that our seniors will sure be wearing niceee dress and applying make-ups and all that...so...no big deals!=)

BUT!unfortunately...

when we were finally heading to the USM bus...we saw the chinese crowd...all wearing red t-shirts & jeans and even shorts!!!Owh gosh~how embarrasing we were!!our faces turned red instantly...with our friends ooh-ing and aah-ing at what we were wearing...although praises are thrown at us...pretty...gorgeous...lady-like...butbutbut...you can't imagine how embarassed we were!!being the only 4 stupid girls wearing skirts/dress,who weren't even red but PURPLE!!!hahax...

anyway...since we can no longer change our outfit at the very last minute...the 4 of us...we were the most special/outrageous-looking of the crowd...><...of course,we took lots of pics that night though,for making such big sacrifices for it...

and that's the end for my crazy adventure which was considered the most "paiseh" experience in my lifeXP
though extremely embarassing but we were having fun...
can't stop laughing at ourselves
HAHA

* * *

there are really uncountable March babies around me...
once again im here to wish a special someone a very happy birthday!!!

a yummy cake for you
my best marshmallow...
Lee Mu Chien




ps❤❤❤revision in progress...started the 3rd block revision...must be a bit more speeeedy!!vroom vroom~
:)

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

the rain that ruins

well it isn't fair to blame the rain
maybe it was just feeling sooo heavy
and feel like letting go

butbutbut
i wanted to jog
my brain was jammed with zero input
suddenly...
splash~~~~~~













fine my jogging plan had to be canceled
i headed for a bath then
when i got back my roomie told me that the rain actually lasted less than 5 minutes!
=.=

*  *  *

i hope i didn't change though
but definitely i can feel some slight changes in myself...
~im throwing more junk food into my GIT than usual
~im switching my 3 major meals into bread routines which i used to think as unhealthy
~im talking lesser and lesser each day(i don't feel like talking much like i used to..sometimes,maybe,i was just tired,but,most of the time,i dunno why,i'd rather choose to listen than to talk..unusual eh?..)
~im smiling lesser and lesser each day(it seems like there's nothing funny in the world im living in..my friends joked and i'd just laugh dryly,nothing more...i even laughed more at SPONGE BOB SQUARE PANTS><)

i wonder why people like to use the word "emo"
honestly speaking, i hate that word
because at such young age,like us
there's nothing big in our life that is worth to be "emo-ed" about
butbutbut
moments ago i just found out myself that people can just "emo" without any reason
like what im doing now


smile
smile
smile
vivian...
S.M.I.L.E

Sunday, March 14, 2010

wow!a medal!

i wonder when was the last time when i won a medal for a sport competition?...
Hhmm~
i think it was during my kindergarten times
haha

im not a sport person you see...
im not good at playing anything spherical
to reinforce my statement above:
im sucks at pingpong,badminton,netball,football,softball and every spherical objects that you can think of

but i do love sports...
so the only sport that i enjoy is to jog
and if you don't mind, wushu can be added to the list too

and here comes the big thing that i'd like to share with you guys...













ta-da!!look at what im holding!!a bronze medal!!for the jogging competition in USMkk
again, im proud of myself...keke^^

♥  ♥  ♥

my girlfriends and i went to eat "pirated" pizza hut which taste nicer than pizza hut's...













it's soft it's palatable it's cheeeessy!!!yumyum~
another delicious food added to my list of kelantan's best cuisine hehe

we went to Mydin then,a brand new hypermarket opened few weeks ago
it's location is just perfect, situated right opposite to our campus=)
i wasn't planning to buy much things though...
just wish to buy some fresh fruits...
but then i ended up stocking up my snacks again>.<
i just hope that i can finish 'em before my end of year hols...
and yeeaaa im good at buying fruits^^
i bought cherry tomatoes starfruits guavas apples oranges


*revision is progressing smoothly...been cutting down my facebooking time...cheers^^

Thursday, March 11, 2010

endless light

last night was the last buddhist weekly activity being held in USMkk
i attended that event and the theme was "Endless Light"
everyone was given a pretty lotus candle

"once your lotus candle is lighted,it denotes that the light in your heart is ignited as well...
whatever you're trying to achieve in life,this tiny light in your heart will guide you...
when you're in complete darkness, when you're lost, the light will give you strength and courage to continue the journey of life"
this is the meaning of "Endless Light"

that was such a meaningful event indeed^^

i think it's time to.........

introduce to you my new cutie cooking potie!!!!!
=)))


today i used it for the very first time to cook 薏米蛋花糖水...
hhmmm~i think it was quite nice and i love it^^
although some of my friends commented that it's weird to have this combination><
feeling proud and satisfied of what i cooked:)


***accelerating on the road of revision...jiayou!!

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

marshmallows

friendship is like marshmallow
it's sweet
it's yummy
it's colorful
but it's soft,weak and vulnerable
if you left it untouched for too long
...it will just melt away...

special thanks to jie en's marshmallows
which elicited my inspiration

* * *

im not sure what have gotten into me recently
im not feeling as happy,contented and cheerful as before
i've turned into an emotional person whom easily gets frustrated

im trying to study as much as i can 
but that depends much on my daily mood
when i don't feel like studying
i will linger around my blog,facebook and my Happy Aquarium
when i feel like studying,finally...
sometimes,i mean most of the time
my study mood will be disturbed by visitors
but the thing is i can't neglect my friends and not talk to 'em
so i will end up chatting with 'em till late nights
wasting hours on saliva wastage
with the ultimate consequence of endless guilt

i've noticed too
that i've got loads of things to care and think about recently
which partly influence my concentration while studying

stopstopstop
i must stop all the distractions
i must put an end to all these as soon as possible
i must gather up the shattered pieces and put 'em back into places

i need   from my marshmallows
(:

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

prior to sleep...

im supposed to go to bed now...
but somehow i have an urge to blog
so i've chosen feelings over self-discipline^^

my days nowadays are really busy
with events and celebrations
even though im drifting further away from my revision schedule
hhmmm~gonna pushpushpush my limited speed of studying

this month is really packed with birthday parties and celebrations...
1st March baby:Tang Yi Chuan


this is our handmade card for our "jiemei" yi chuan...signed off by 38club
hehe


2nd March baby:tan kah sui


3rd March baby:Mike


4th March baby:my god-daddy in Austria
specially designed by the artistic vivian=P


yesterday night was our wushu club senior farewell gathering


we attended 丹江新春晚会...hundreds of my friends went to become helpers, while me and my wushu gang went to perform wushu..it's a charity show!


did i tell you guys that im now in REPRODUCTIVE SYSTEM BLOCK?well...it's interesting indeed...but trust me,the Gross Anatomy of Male and Female Reproductive Structures are really grossssss~
Urgh~
just for fun--the 3D model of penis


***

ooyea...i bought myself an electric cooking pot at last!!hoorayyee!!=)))
gonna post some pic when i use it to cook for the first time

***

to be good friends of others aren't as easy as you think
you are watching him walking, approaching towards a swamp of pretty flowers
he's stepping into the mud
deeper and deeper he sank
you yelled at him calling him to turn back
however he chose not to listen
that's it!!this is the best of what friends can do
for the rest, one can only pray for minimal hurt caused
you can't blame him either
because he has the right to choose

suddenly thought of something which one of my close friend from matrics told me...
owh i hope my mum won't get cardiac arrhythmia when she reads this...XD
"boys prefer to use their p*n*s to think rather than to use their brain"
this isn't scientifically proven
this isn't fair if we apply this theory to all males of the universe
this statement is a bit of sexual-biased
this sounds dirty
but somehow part of me believe that this theory MAYBE true...
i hereby apologise if the statement above made you feel uncomfortable
i really do=)

***

do you believe in guardian angels?...
i have many of them throughout my life
and i admitted that sometimes i took them for granted
their caring their warmth their love 

i think i lost one of mine recently

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

刺激!!

yesterday i consulted a 2nd year Viva senior on how to prepare for our final exam
he suggested me to prepare a revision timetable
honestly i don't think that's necessary...
c'mon we still have another 2 months time right?
but once i got back to my room...
i did this...














only did i realise that time left for preparation is hardly sufficient
even we start preparing 2 months from now!!!
we have 16 blocks that must be thoroughly revised
with few lengthy+challenging blocks like Musculoskeletal and Nervous System

this note is now pinned onto my softboard
whenever i take a look at it
i will get something like an electric shock throughout my body
XD

owh~i just hope that i can stick to my schedule and won't gone too far from it!!
idon'twannadieidon'twannadieidon'twannadie
tata
happy studying vivian=)

Monday, March 1, 2010

the hidden truth

you know what?
i think medical school is evil

because...
medical students are clever 
and sometimes way too clever...

i wouldn't want to believe this fact
but as time is passing by
i've no choice but to accept

after discussing on this topic for long
my "38 society" buddies here decided that...

medical students are nothing but
-realistic
-materialistic
-selfish
-ego
-pretence
-big-mouthed
-self-centred
-annoying
...
...
...(yet to be added)

its hard to actually believe that those rotten souls are actually future doctors
this is so saddening

good and kind souls are almost extinct here...
but im glad to know a few of them
and i'll cherish them
those real,heart-to-heart friendship

***

im happy with what i have
i like being who i am
the real vivian
so i don't think i need any admirations to prove my wellness
unlike those annoying flowers and bees...