Wednesday, September 28, 2011

urticaria!!!

For those who have no idea about urticaria:
It is commonly known as hives, which are raised, often itchy, red welts on the surface of the skin. They are usually an allergic reaction to food or medicine.


i've been having this bad urticaria for 3 days!!!
it wasn't my first time though
it actually happens whenever there's a change in environment
in this case: coming back to my university after the 3 months break at home


grabbed this from the internet...
but my skin does look like this, all over my body!!!
looked horrible isn't it?T.T




anyway,  i went to the student clinic yesterday, hoping that the doctor will give me an anti-histamine shot which will curb the allergy instantaneously. Unfortunately, that doctor said that i can only get the shot at A&E if my symptoms worsen and involve my airway, causing difficulty in breathing wo...in the meantime, i can only take anti-histamine pills to reduce the itch. Don't ask me what im allergic to, cz i've no idea! But the doctor said its in my gene=.=


the problem is...the pills isn't strong enough to relieve my itchiness as it only work for short hours...plus its side effect of causing drowsiness making me sleepy all the time...plus, the maximum dosage for each day is only 3 pills!!! The doctor said: NOT TO SCRATCH!!!as the scratching will stimulate more histamine release...but its easier to be said than done...


im praying hard to Buddha to speed up my recovery and end my suffering...

Saturday, September 24, 2011

say NO!!!

sorry,i don't mean to be rude


just frustrated...


promises were dumped like a garbage


heartbroken

why can't you quit


once and for all


"whether you believe you can, 
or you believe you can't,
either way you're right."

Friday, September 23, 2011

just an update

first of all...
HAPPY  BIRTHDAY TO MY USMkk MARSHMALLOW
HUI DI^^


just a lil bit of latest updates on my life...


のBioethics block finally ended!!!will be followed by 3 weeks of CFCS...study life would be guaranteed boring!!!good news is i will have plenty of time to revise back 2nd year notes,yet still have so much time to watch movies,dramas and read magazine...bad news is we're wasting 1 month++ of time in the campus learning nothing more than "how to break bad news" or "pre and post-test HIV counseling"...


GOSH my handy is dying...i thought i can use it for another year,but its battery swelled up like ascites!after undergoing battery transplantation,i thought i could prolong its lifespan for at least a year,who knows it will turned hyperthermic(HOT!) after few minutes of chat with my mum...good news is i can FINALLY have a new android phone,hopefully...bad news is $$$ goneT.T


のwas learning origami from the net today and found out that its another addictive hobby!i can practically spent hours just to fold a paper cake!!!


のim SO happy and contented with my life right now,i love my room and my new roomie...im gonna admit that i was feeling worried that i might be left out from my gang of friends since i stay in another hostel which is different from the rest of them...but now i realise that whenever a friendship is cherished it shall never fade just because of trivial matters...FRIENDS are my only valuable asset that keeps my life going on here in USMkk...


のi've borrowed a book named "The 100 simple secrets of Happy People" from the library...just thinking that its time to do a bit of self-motivating and enlightening when im free to do so...if not,when the major block like Communicable Disease comes,there will be no time for me to adjust my mood...thought that im a cheerful person?yes,from the outside;not really,from the inside,im needing guidance and on the way to achieve true happiness and satisfaction...


のi think i need to always remind myself that there's NO MORE honeymoon-ing in 3rd year!!!we will have t face Professional Exam 2 in the May 2012!!!owh~better go to sleep and study MORE each day,starting from tomorrow!!!hehe




im grateful that Buddha has always by my side
and answering my prayer
lending a hand whenever i needed it

this time
i hope that Buddha can answer my prayer too

night(:

Friday, September 16, 2011

my baking diary♥

one week has passed since i returned to my university campus
life's still can be considered as free and easy
as the lecture notes are not that heavy, yet
and most extra-curricular activities are not back on track...

except this!!!
Intervarsity Wushu Championship 2011
dear readers, if you're a wushu lover, please don't hesitate to follow the link above!!!

well...where was i???
ooyea, i was telling you that im enjoying my free time now
and...just wanna rewind my memory back to my hols...
im presenting my baking diary



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I've tried 10 different bakings during my 3 months holiday. Im not sure since when i've acquired the passion but i think it might be TV's influence...HAHA...Because of my favourism towards food channel, my ultimate fav would be Australia's Masterchef!!!^^ I love baking, simply because i enjoy every lil steps of it. And for every lil steps taken, i will ensure that im putting in every pieces of my heart. I will also try my best to make the best presentation of my food because this delivers my tender, loving, care(TLC) towards whom that taste my food. Baking, it takes a lot of focus, patience and care and lots of time and money as well...But at the end of the day, when your baking becomes a success, every effort is worth it. However, life is not a bed of roses, there were times when my baking came out as a failure. When this happens, it challenges your acceptance of failure, your determination and fighting spirit. As for myself, when the food that i prepared came out as a failure, i will search the whole universe(the internet!^^) for the answer and solution, then i'll try again till i succeed. Although baking is my top hobby, but i do cook other types of food as well eg. western dishes like pasta, roasted chicken and eastern dishes learned from my beloved mum. In a nutshell, all cookings carry the same theory: when you put your heart into it, people can taste it:)

~Apple Pie~



 ~Chocolate Cheese Cake~



 ~Sandy Hazelnut Gelato~



 ~Cinnamon Roll~



 ~Banana Cake~



~Banana Cupcakes~



 ~Cheese Tarts~



 ~Chocolate with Hazelnut Brownies~



 ~Baked Banana Cheese Cake~



 ~Bread Pudding~

Owh...After doing this review, im feeling SO hungry and im missing my oven SO much! And also the "fans" of my food: my family!!!^^ (although sometimes i may kinda pressured them to give good comments on my food LOL) And maybe, after i've gained enough cooking experience, or when i have time to do so, i may create another blog specifically for my cooking diary!hehe

Ok, enough of rewinding...it's time to travel back to the present and start to work hard for your future...Hhmmm, when mentioning about my future...Maybe i could open a bakery just next to my clinic, which sell only healthy whole-grain bread and pastries with no added preservatives, and not to forget gluten-free bread for my allergic patients...

*slap slap* 

study first, lah~
XD

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

kick-start of the 3rd year of my university life

greetings world!!!=D

yep im finally back to my university campus, a.k.a back to where i should belong, where i shall continue the unfinished, which is my medical studies. of course there's a lil bit of unfamiliar feelings towards everything esp after the 3 months' break, eg. new roomie...lecture hall...hospital...even friends!!! but im trying my best to adapt, adjust and kick away the hols mood...


basically what i've done for these few days after coming back is to "kepoh" with long-time-no-see university mates! from the latest hairstyle, to holiday trips, to new couples, to weight gain bla-bla-bla...this 3 months interval has definitely accumulate enough topic for us to discuss for days and nights...


my first block for my 3rd year MD is Bioethics and Communication Skills, which is the useless dullest topic of all!!! plus a not-so-enthusiastic lecturer giving us skip-as-much-slides-as-you-can lectures, it will definitely be 2 boring weeks...so most of us are starting to do some revision on our 2nd year lectures, esp after what we've done nothing during the hols! besides this, we're also preparing for our 2nd Residency of our CFCS a.k.a "masuk kampung" programme. Just had our first meeting yesterday to combine and analyse the datas gained from our previous residency, and im disappointed that some of our group members are still as lazy uncooperative as 3 months before. C'mon, i thought holidays are supposed to keep us refreshed, recharged, and motivated??? Somehow, perhaps its just me, that im holding my own principle too tightly, i was trying to make a change which i think will be beneficial for our group's progression. But now, after seeing how people react towards my act, i decided to blind myself and LEARN to accept things/people that refused or cannot be changed.


Nonetheless, i went for jogging and found out that there's a new jogging track! will definitely try it someday...and i returned to my wushu family! paid a visit to my wushu juniors while they are practising for the upcoming Wushu Demo Night+AGM(GAMBATEH!!!^^) when i was studying in the library, jogging or having my lunch at cafeterias, there are a lot of new faces but i don't know any of them. time flies~~~ i was once one of them, but now im the oldies unfriendly-looking 3rd year senior to them...well,till they really know me!!haha:)


lecture is gonna start in half an hour time, better get prepared and move now!


stay tuned for more interesting encounters!
LOL

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

12/12 of my hols

FINALLY~
here comes the end of my blissful 12 weeks holiday...


Can't help feeling sad and depressed
counting down the hours left to stay with my family
thinking of detaching myself from home 

fighting with tears from rolling down
so broken-hearted
T.T


but daddy was right!
what are you guys gonna do if your holiday never ends?
where do you guys wanna be if you don't wanna return to our university life?
these 2 simple questions did let me ponder for quite sometime
and had given me some wake-up call...


we're not living in Neverland
where Peter Pan never grows up


we just need to accept the reality
that is...
enough for the holiday!
return and embark your new semester year of medical studies!
embrace your university life with enthusiasm!courage!determination!

Let's have a new fresh start of the 3rd year of my medical course!
im gonna kick-start it with positive attitude and fighting spirit!
kick-off the blues!
and welcome the new semester with yellow sunshine!
everybody lets do the same!
JIAYOU AH!!!^^