Monday, February 28, 2011

freeeeeee

it feels weird
like missing a part of me

im enjoying my free time
without late-nights wushu practices
without rehearsals
and...
without seeing them everyday

nowadays
i went to shop for groceries
i took naps
i went jogging
i chit-chatting with my friends
yet i still have plenty of time to study
hehe

but have i finished catching up with all those lecture notes?
not yet.

let's try to finish reading it now?
nope.
im sleepy already
:P

Saturday, February 26, 2011

time to study & learn

roaring waves have subsided
leaving a sea of pure calmness
so as my heart


its time to get back to reality
and start my intensive studying schedule
TODAY

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vivian
there're still loads of things to learn


you learn as you made mistakes
words that shouldn't be spoken
emotions that shouldn't be revealed
blinded eyes that tend to judge things wrongly

never stop learning
:)

Friday, February 25, 2011

is this gonna be the end?

it's not the end of our story
but another beginning of our legend
=)

ps,im gonna write a loooong post today,bear with me kay^^


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Chinese New Year Night 2011 in USMkk has finally ended gracefully with applauses...

time flies!
im still having vivid memories of everything
when 2nd year chinese's first CNY meeting to elect committees
when we were doing auditions for 1st years to select our performers
the looong meeting with stage and other performance directors that would not never end before 12am
the first meeting with the 1st years wushu performers that we've selected into our wushu team
etc etc

the entire preparations were indeed hectic, tiring and stressful
there were unavoidable quarrels 
however there were also moments of happiness
and thank God we managed to do well

it wasn't flawless
but the most important thing is...
together, we made the night
together, we've put on a great show


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I was one of the wushu performance directors(there were 3 of us)
and it was one of those important responsibilities of holding the job as a wushu master in the very first place
it was my job to plan, choreograph, select soundtracks for wushu performance
and most importantly, to train our wushu juniors

Last night,
i was on the backstage
controlling the type of lightings used for our wushu performance
because i was sooo concentrating on the lightings
to be honest i didn't pay much attention on how our juniors were performing
deep inside i believed that they'll be fine
they'll do their best
so there's nothing to worry about:)

i just hoped that they'll enjoy the moment on stage
they'll gain max applauses from the audiences
they'll feel ultimate satisfactions after finished performing
did you?=]

i was so proud of 'em last night
^^


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there were 20 in total of wushu juniors
we've been training with them everyday
and all 20 小瓜 have their own character and personality

some used to come late during practices
some are easily gotten nervous
some are really hardworking
some are always hungry
some are emotional
some are jokers
some are quiet

there were times when they did hilarious things that will lighten up your day
there were also times when they broke your heart

sometimes you feel satisfied with their learning attitudes and spirits
but sometimes you will really...
气到~   "BO LAK LIAO"!!!

memories are memories
they can't be erased

the bonds that we've created 
they can't be destroyed

the new generation of wushu family arised
day by day during practices
created upon pain, laughters and tears

how can i not say that
WUSHU FAMILY ROXXX!!!



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to my dearest colleagues...
Chee Keong, Jia Miao and Ong Ee
im really lucky to have you guys as working partners
and i'd like to apologize for the emotional, overly-reacted part of me
i know i was the one who always worry too much about everything
i was the one who 不够淡定 when unexpected scenarios occured
i was the one whom when stressed up, all the frustrations will be written on my face
i've learnt loads of things when working with you guys
thank you!

we've spent so much time working together
planning the performance according to timeline
making sure that everything will be done on time

we've spent time together in the aerobic hall
choreographing the formations together

we've spent hours sitting outside Dewan Utama
listening and choosing musics from endless soundtracks
till our ears have stopped recognising that there were actually different musics

we've spent so much walking distances
to walk to wushu room together 
to fetch weapons for our fellow juniors to practice on

we've spent the whole day
freezing, sitting inside Dewan Utama for rehearsals for the entire week


chee keong, jia miao & i


always not to forget to mention about our 3rd,4th,5th year seniors
thanks for willing to sacrifice your studying time to come over and help
thank you!;)


5th year senior Heng Wei



nanquan seniors and juniors!!!


haha!!!
i think this is the first time i took picture with my 4th year direct senior Woei Chyuan that has been helping alot   on my studies...
he was from NanQuan too when he was 1st year...^^


last but not least...
the 4 famous pigs in USMkk




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whoo~
exhausted after such long post
~tata~


stay tuned
;)

Thursday, February 24, 2011

best of luck ;)

super duper tired!!!
gonna zzz soon...


nothing much...
just wanna wish my wushu juniors the best of luck for their performance tomorrow night!

don't panic
try to enjoy the stage as much as possible
just try your best
and believe that you can do the best


im really proud of you guys=)

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

of sweats and tears

counting down 3 days left...

im pretty sure that everybody is starting to get crazy

last night, we started to run flow at 12am
all the performers were exhausted

the decoration team was speeding up
working without day and night

the CNY committees are getting tenser
stage directors were busy running up and down
technicians were trying their best not to cause any error
food team was busy walking around, collecting food orders and $$$

i really hope that our hardwork pays...

since im the performance director for Wushu
of course i'll care more for my wushu juniors...
hope you'all can enjoy this process,though it's a lil bit crazy
because this is an once in a lifetime opportunity
stay tough till the end!!!


jiayou^^

Saturday, February 19, 2011

i gotta feeling~

In such lovely morning, im supposed to read about Thalassemias...
but...
i've lost to my temptation of blogging!XD

yesterday night was the first ever full dress rehearsal+quality control(QC) of our CNY Night 2011...


although im now lacking of sleep
& accumulating mountain-height of untouched lecture notes
& being constantly mentally challenged
& physically fatigue...
but everything subsided the moment when i see my wushu juniors were trying their best to give satisfactory performance=)

well it was just a rehearsal afterall...
so we can't be too proud of ourselves till we really give our best performance during the real show on 25th February!!!
again,please come and support us!!!
there are plenty of superb performances that are worth-while for you to spend money on buying the ticket and time for the show!!!

if you're not in-charged of any performances you'll never get to understand my feelings...
let me tell you then^^

those 20 "tiny tots" were like my own lil bro and sis
i will be so worried whenever someone complains having gastritis
when someone fell down during training, it hurts me from inside too
and everytime when i watched them performing on stage for senior's QC
my heart beats as fast as theirs
im not sure whether im describing this way too bombastically
but this is how i feel


5 days left before the real show...
let's improve better in each training sessions
gain more confidence from each practice flow that you've ran
learn to compress your nervousness and be calm when you're on stage
you all will be fine
:)

Thursday, February 17, 2011

just some random rant

HAIZ
i always lost my mood of studying EVERYTIME after wushu training session
everything about wushu will fill my brain 
the music used for the performance will be playing again and again in my mind
and i just can't able to erase it 
and shift my concentration on studying!!!
that's why im here:)

USMkk's grand CNY Night 2011 will be held on 25th February
which is 1 week away from now...
and we're working incredibly hard towards it
so that we can present to you the best performances,ever
so please do come and support us!!!
=)))

while the CNY Night is getting nearer...
im getting more tensed up
the reason being...
i also can't explain why...
maybe because im creating too much pressure on myself
everything just feel not right and tense
yea there's no doubt that im enjoying the moment
but at the same time i can't help wishing for it to end soon
this final week of intensive training will be like hell...

last year when i was one of the performers i thought that we were the most suffering group,physically...
i was thinking about how great would it be if we will not be performing but will involve in the management team itself...
but now...
im now the performance director of wushu performance...
i don't need to perform on stage anymore
but i arranged and planned the wushu performance for those wushu juniors and trained them...
the job is still killing me
not physically like last time,but mentally
it's killing me from inside

i think this is enough...
just some random ranting
don't mind me cz i maybe having some hormonal surge
XD

Monday, February 14, 2011

my valentine's

♥♥♥Happy Valentine's readers♥♥♥

for couples,may you have a sweet celebration with your partners
for those who're still single like me...
let's celebrate our single-ness!
for staying free and light!
and not attached emotionally or physically to anyone!
cheers!^^

分手吧 我们分手吧 不要再骗我说你还爱着我~
HAHA
this song has been playing over and over again in my brain since yesterday
and i have been humming it all day long
my friend said im spoiling their valentine's mood
LOL~just an coincidence kayXP
ps,i love 叮当's version of this song!you guys should listen it;)

really,there's not much of valentine's atmosphere around in USMkk
i didn't even hear anybody mentioned about the word "valentine" from this morning till now!
the only evidence of valentine's is the rose on my roomie's table that is given by her boyfriend

are medical students not romantic enough to remember this special day???
are they too nerd to celebrate it???
is everyone celebrating valentine's with their medical textbooks,like me???X)
has USMkk banned Valentine's???
or is it because of the banning of Valentine's by M'sia government???
sorry i've stopped reading newspaper ages ago...

well...
that's it about my valentine's
nothing's special
i attended lectures and PBL
i went to Harmony Cafe for lunch
i had a meeting 
then i went to the library to read my Clinical Examination textbook

my everyday life
they are not special
but they aren't ordinary either

stay charming!!![=

Thursday, February 10, 2011

anaemia is so "easy"

GOSH i could never imagine that there's so much things to read just on 1 simple topic:
ANAEMIA

Hhmmm...
medical studies have really gotten harder and harder as time goes
the diseases that we need to study have become more complicated
and the textbooks that we need to read have turned from a hill into a Δ mountain Δ
to conclude,it becomes more challenging!!!


let's keep fighting for our dreams!!!
=P

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

old life,new living

NEW YEAR
NEW HAIR
NEW ME
:D


what's the actual meaning of living?
it's to live life to the fullest.

cry your soul out when you're sad.
laugh out your lungs when you're happy.
smile from your heart when you're delighted.

my life
it's nothing special
but im filling it with rich ingredients
sadnesshappinesssurprisesadventureslovedisappointment
musicmedicinefriendsfamily
everything.
:)






a big ps...
happy birthday to my dearest mummy
love ya always
muacks~

Monday, February 7, 2011

dare to be different

AT LAST
after 3 weeks of withdrawal from my medical studies...
seriously,im in need of taking extra,fast paces to catch up with everything!!!

ooyea
i forgot to wish my readers a 
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
although today is already the 6th day of the chinese new year celebration
but i believe that the new year atmosphere still lingers
and if you're a Hokkien...
the 拜天宫 ceremony is so-not-to-be-missed!!!
unfortunately i will be missing it...
really,i need to cut down my playful-nessXP

vivian
its time to get back to reality and start studying!!!
@,@


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anddd...
you know what???
i got myself a new freshie hairstyle for this new year!!!
i cut it short to shoulder length
and perm it at the end to give my hair a pear-shaped look
to be honest,i love it the moment when it was done!!!
but then i started to worry about facing my friends in my university

as i've expected...
right after i came back to my campus
rumours were spreading like wildfire
and everybody just came and paid me a visit to look at my "auntie" hairstyle!!!
there are both positive and negative remarks made by my friend though...
some said i looked like auntie
some said i looked like an english doll
and half an hour later i will be heading to the lecture hall to face hundreds of lecture mates!!!

so...
HEY~
no matter what you're gonna comment about my new hairstyle...
i will never mind what you talked
because i love it!!!
because this is my hair,not yours!!!
because i was daring enough to try a completely new look!!!
because this is what a youngster should do!!!

HEY WORLD~
i dare to be different
what about ya???
:]