just some random rant

HAIZ
i always lost my mood of studying EVERYTIME after wushu training session
everything about wushu will fill my brain 
the music used for the performance will be playing again and again in my mind
and i just can't able to erase it 
and shift my concentration on studying!!!
that's why im here:)

USMkk's grand CNY Night 2011 will be held on 25th February
which is 1 week away from now...
and we're working incredibly hard towards it
so that we can present to you the best performances,ever
so please do come and support us!!!
=)))

while the CNY Night is getting nearer...
im getting more tensed up
the reason being...
i also can't explain why...
maybe because im creating too much pressure on myself
everything just feel not right and tense
yea there's no doubt that im enjoying the moment
but at the same time i can't help wishing for it to end soon
this final week of intensive training will be like hell...

last year when i was one of the performers i thought that we were the most suffering group,physically...
i was thinking about how great would it be if we will not be performing but will involve in the management team itself...
but now...
im now the performance director of wushu performance...
i don't need to perform on stage anymore
but i arranged and planned the wushu performance for those wushu juniors and trained them...
the job is still killing me
not physically like last time,but mentally
it's killing me from inside

i think this is enough...
just some random ranting
don't mind me cz i maybe having some hormonal surge
XD