here comes another of my weekly post...
practically i just reached my hostel moments ago
just attended the very last lecture before the convo break starts
the rain is drizzling outside
and for EVERYDAY i'd not forget to bring my umbrella,except TODAY
honestly i really enjoy the walking between my hostel and lecture hall
but walking in the rain?...
hhmmm~refreshing!!
haha
since i've finished eating all fruits that i bought from Ipoh,i've stopped by Nurani Cafe to buy a piece of guava and also pineapple...fruits are reallyyyy good,to eat and to keep you fit and healthy,and they contain lots of anti-oxidants to help you get rid of those naughty reactive oxygen species that cause aging=)
talking like a doctor eh???XD
and while reaching my room and munching on my fav fruits,i've also did some blog-surfing...and i've managed to find a few junior's blog...reading their blog did give me some nostalgic feeling...especially in those lines that mentioned about how passionate they wanted to become a doctor and how much hardships they've been through to get a medicine course here in USM...and also how complex is the community in university...their stories reminded me of mine too:)
well i still remember vividly how much i wanted to become a doctor when i was graduating from secondary school...how hard i've fighted for the JPA oversea scholarship,and when i failed to get it,how many litres of tears i've sheded...how i appealed into the matriculation programme,and i've studied so hard to make sure that i'll get a pretty 4flats so that i'll get the course i wanted...how i cried and kinda argued with my parents once i found out that i've got selected by USM...blahblahblah~histories of mine=)
and now,being in ONLY the second year of the medicine degree programme...though i shouldn't be feeling like this,but i really can't tell other people that im happy now...maybe,MAYBE im just tired...of the piling lecture notes and never-ending activities,but i do hope that this kinda feeling will eventually fade away and be replaced by my usual motivated character^^...i can still remember once my senior told me that for medical students,they are usually highly motivated during their 1st year,mildly motivated during their 2nd year,not-so-motivated during their 3rd year and for the 4th and the final years they will eventually forget about their long-ago childhood dream,no more passion,no more enthusiasm,no more caring,only robots with lots of medical facts in their head...
seriously...
I DON'T WANNA BECOME DOCTORS LIKE THAT!!!
omg,im so sorry that this post will be kinda long,suddenly have loads to talk about...people who aren't involved in the convocation health exhibition in USM main campus in penang and will be heading home soon please stay away from meeee!!!i wanna go home toooooo~BUT!im so sure that i'll definitely gain something from this activity that you guys would miss...university life is all about trying something new and to gain as much experiences as we could,that's what im doing now,so...no regrets!^^
ooyea,before i forget,last night was the Demo Night and Annual Grand Meeting of Wushu Club in USMkk...we had wushu and 24 season drums performances as usual and i was one of the wushu performer as well...and last night i was being elected as the new Wushu Master of the year...to be frank,im actually not so happy about the "Wushu Master" title,it just sounded so rough and tough,unlike me...hehe^^...anyway,my job is to conduct every wushu training sessions and our wushu performance during CNY Night 2011...and im actually the first ever lady wushu master,sounded funny right?but i'll certainly try my best to fulfill my job...nonoNONO sex discrimination!!!=)
right after the Wushu Club Demo Night and AGM,we also had another Mooncake Festival AGM to elect committees from 1st years for the Mooncake Festival Night,this has always been the tradition:the 1st years organise the Mooncake,2nd years organise the CNY...and undeniably,the 2nd batch of APEX students were all aggressively active!!!they practically wanted every posts as long as they are being nominated..."im more into the artistic performances stuff,so please vote for me as the stage director!!"..."as you can see,im a very dramatic person,so i'd like to become the stage director!!"..."please vote for me as the project manager,i'll certainly lead you guys towards a better Mooncake Night,better than what our seniors did!!"...
wow,what can i say...impressive!!haha
another part of my life:my convex preparations seems never ending...our station advisor,a neurosugery prof keeps on changing and editing and adding and cutting whatever we've did,claiming that our posters aren't professional enough...this can be quite tiring,but when im looking on this matter from prof's view,he's really being patience enough to assist and guide us,meeting us almost everyday to discuss about our topics...and LUCKILY i had Alfie,Amiro and Jason in my group,they are really GREEAATT helpers of mine=D...so from this,i've learnt a lesson:never think that you yourself is the only one who's suffering and working hard,see things from another perspectives and you'll see and appreciate the people who has been helping you♥...and God is really fair you know,He divides people equally so that every group will have both the great helpers and the super uncooperative laziers,fair and square...haha
time's getting late,i'll hang out with erica for chotek and mydin shopping session later...gotta get a bath and im going to enjoy this peaceful evening...im just gonna conclude that:it's not that im bored of studying medic,im not losing my passion,i just need a break,like now^^
✿ps1...im not that kinda person who's interested in politics,but somehow,the environment can mould you so drastically that you can't help to be involved in it...i think that's why people said that university is just a society in miniature i guess...
✿ps2...life in first years was the nicest memory i ever had,but that can only been remained as a memory...do do not look back,look ahead instead,and be tough and conquer whatever obstacles been thrown to you,with confident and perseverance...
✿ps3...try your best to perform well in every activities,without neglecting your studies...and try to enjoy the process in within...get and gain and learn something from every rise and fall...keep believing that from participating in every activities,im being mould into a better person...
✿ps4...lastly,do not lose interest in studying medicine!!!although it's getting tougher and tougher each day,keep your interest inside your heart and you'll not lose that motivation to study...
JIAYOU
