flammable

im really,really lucky to have a lovely parents who always inject positive values and thinkings into my veins since i was young...

im of utmost grateful for that=)

for example,my dad taught me this:

never try to hate anyone

as everybody has their positive and negative characters

if you could just ignore those negative aspects

and try to only focus on the positive ones

then you will see angels everywhere!

:)

nice right?...

and after listening to what my dad taught me,i try my best to not to hate anyone...if i can't help but dislike that person,i'll try not to HATE...i try to be good and kind and friendly to everyone...and i think i did quite a good job on that^^

but,papa,i think im facing a challenge now,the first after all these years...

obviously i won't tell you guys who's the culprit here... 

what i can tell you here is that

its really,really hard for me to tolerate this kinda person

he(or she) is capable of making me angry,really,really angry

and although i knew that i shouldn't be angry because this is kinda self-destroying

but this is something that i really,really not able to control

he can make me explode,really...

E.X.P.L.O.D.E

the saddest fact is that...

i have to explode for almost everyday

till...

till...

nah~im not supposed to tell you this because the more i tell,

the more you'll be able to guess the culprit...

haha

don't ask me what i intend to do with this person...

because i haven't figure it out yet

in the meantime,i'll just try to change him(or her) into a better person

if miracle does exist

help

help

help

HELP!!!

ps...counting down 11 days more to go home,i miss my daddy mummy very much♥and also my younger sis and bro...hope they're studying hard for their upcoming public examinations...hey,do you read this or not???XD