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oooOOOHH~mmmyyYYY~gooOODDD~


can't believe the day has arrived!!!
i'll be heading home few hours from now!!!

mummy!daddy!
i wanna big FAT hug from you♥♥♥

and yea...
during this precious 6-days-back-homeyyy~
im only available for my family!!!
outsiders are strictly prohibited from my life
i just want an undisturbed, peaceful, lovely moments with my beloved family


BYE BYE WORLD!
=)

protein for dinner!

dinner for tonight...

TADAAA~

baked beans with egg

supposed to eat with bread though

but fungi and mosses have invaded it!!!Grrr~

so i ended up eating this bowl of P.R.O.T.E.I.N

well,supposed to post this long time ago...but...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERICA DEAR!!!♡♡♡

i was really out of idea of what kinda birthday present i should give you

so i ended up cooking a nice dinner for you...

pasta with meatballs, broccoli, eggs and cheeeese!!!

i knew you enjoyed it:)

well, that's about it!

gotta get back to my studies...

i can see everybody has started to show signs and symptoms of pre-exam depression

and it's kinda hard for me to not to be influenced by others...

the stressful atmosphere...

it's radiating!!!

ps...im now super motivated to study whenever i think of going home!

4 daysss moreeeee!

Muahaha~

creepyyy~

you're never gonna believe this...

i cut my fingers when i was peeling the pumpkin skin!


i lost my wallet!


i fell down in the lecture hall, right in front of all the lecture mates, and lecturer!


sudden change in timetable that causes me to have to ponteng the practical on suture if im going home!


my clerking board has broken into half!


the chair in the cafe that i intended to sit on collapsed!


hot, boiling cup of coffee that spilled all over my body this morning!

GOSH...
these are so creepy!!!
am i imaginating?
don't you think that these are wayyy tooo coincidental?


seriously in need of visiting a Buddha temple in Ipoh and pray for protection!!!
6 days moreeee!!!:)))

Amitabha~

please, i need your protection against this demon of bad luck!

self-motivating

HELP!!!!!!!!
it's getting harder and harder for me to concentrate
FOCUS, vivian, FOCUS!!!
you have 10 days to maximise your study 
so that you will be feathery light when you can finally back homeyyyyyy♥

ever heard of bitter-sweet, dark chocolate?

the bitter comes before the sweet

like now

=)

go go GO

keep FIGHTING for the sake of going home!!!

dear thief,you suck!

exactly 1 week before my birthday,
i accidentally cut my finger when i was peeling the pumpkin skin.

exactly 1 week after my birthday,
i lost my wallet.

祸不单行ah~

what's next???


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i blamed myself more than blaming the thief
because it's all my fault for being so careless
to leave my bag with all my valuable belongings outside the ward
where crowd of visitors come and go
one of 'em just get so attracted with my cute purple bag 
sticking his/her dirty hands into my bag and stole my cute little wallet

wanna know about a secret that i don't even have the guts to tell my mom???
i left my laptop inside that bag too
but the stupid thief didn't notice it!
HA!


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it was my first time
-wallet got stolen
-visit to the police station
-settle and cancel all the ATM Cards by myself


at least i learned something
another step towards a grown-up adult

i keep on telling myself:

one must experience this once in a lifetime

i experienced it when im 20, exactly 1 week after my birthday

and i swear that i'll never let the same damn thing happen again.

need a kick!!!

Kelantan is a spirit-sucker

it sucks away all my high spirits 

like what a dementor did in Harry Potter

"To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all."

Oscar Wilde

i think i merely exist in USMkk

im a dead spirit walking inside a living zombie

HAHA

im seriously in need of a booster injection of 

MOTIVATION!!!!!

GIVE.ME.BACK

MY.LOVE.FOR.LIFE

MY.BOILING.SPIRIT

MY.ENTHUSIASM

MY.HUMOUR

MY.SMILE

MY.FUN

the only drug that is stronger than PCM:

16 days moreeeee from going homeyyy!!!!^^

Life is too short, 

so kiss slowly, 

laugh insanely, 

and love truly♥ 

Miss Bunny

another belated birthday surprise for me last night

LOL

owh~~~she's so cute, not???^^

billions thanks to all my friends who planned the surprise

thanks for the melted, gross-looking but still yummy Secret Recipe's yogurt cheesecake

thanks for the birthday card with heart-tugging messages:')

thanks for this adorable bunny

BUT!!!

im strongly against the tradition of torturing the birthday girl/boy on their big day!!!

i've gulped in concentrated sugar solution and lime juice last night!!!

oh no~my weightT.T

anyway...

my piggy roomie asked whether i was expecting this birthday surprise as they didn't give me any present on the night of my real birthday but only a simple celebration with a mini card+fake cockroach...

honestly telling...NO

maybe because of im stupid

or maybe because of im an easily contented person

im happy to know that my friends cared and celebrated birthday with me

no matter it's a big/small celebration

with/without birthday present

there aren't really important to me

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i've read an interesting article here

Short Sleeper

Short sleepers, about 1% to 3% of the population, function well on less than 6 hours of sleep without being tired during the day. They tend to be unusually energetic and outgoing. Geneticists who spotted a gene variation in short sleepers were able to replicate it in mice -- which needed less sleep than usual, too.

Christopher Jones, a University of Utah neurologist and sleep scientist who oversees the recruiting, says there is one question that is more revealing than anything else: When people do have a chance to sleep longer, on weekends or vacation, do they still sleep only five or six hours a night? People who sleep more when they can are not true short sleepers, he says.

To date, Dr. Jones says he has identified only about 20 true short sleepers, and he says they share some fascinating characteristics. Not only are their circadian rhythms different from most people, so are their moods (very upbeat) and their metabolism (they're thinner than average, even though sleep deprivation usually raises the risk of obesity). They also seem to have a high tolerance for physical pain and psychological setbacks.

"They encounter obstacles, they just pick themselves up and try again," Dr. Jones says.

GOSH

i think i might be one of them...

because even if my alarm clock is off

i can't sleep more than 6 hours per day 

and almost every morning i'll wake up before the alarm clock rings=.=

my friends are shocked when they get to know about my sleeping pattern

i get less sleep, yet i seemed more energetic than them

owh no~my gene is mutated

XD

Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery.

 And Today? Today is a gift.

That's why we call it the present.

Babatunde Olatunji

ps, 17days moreee before going home!

bad hair day

Let me tell you a secret:

im slowly getting sick about my hair

because it's growing longer over my shoulder

and it's getting bushier and heavier

if without proper grooming and manual curling

i'll be looking really messy

well, admit it!

im not that kinda girl that is willing to spend most of the time making sure that im constantly looking good/pretty/sexy/attractive...

=P

all i need to do is to make sure that i looked well, tidy and presentable

and most importantly, im comfortable with myself

this is my principle

so despite of people telling me that i'll spoil the shape

you will still be seeing me tie-ing up my hair

into a curly, bunny tail

LOL

at least it makes me feel much more comfortable

dude, why care so much about what other people is thinking?

it's your life, it's your hair, not theirs^^

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ooo look!!!im healing fast!!!=)

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birthday present from erica

adorable huh

birthday present from my NanQuan juniors, with secret meanings

*sweet*

although my birthday has already passed

im still receiving special birthday presents

eg: a box of mixfruits Agar-Agar from my junior Siew Theng

and also 2 boxes of variety of cakes from my PBL mates

*thanks!!!

i didn't take any pics because they're already in my tummy^^

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RIDICULOUS!!!

"Malaysian men have extramarital sex because of 'wives who neglect their responsibilities' to their husbands, a Malaysian lawmaker told Parliament on Thursday, reports AFP."

"Husbands driving home after work see things that are sexually arousing and go to their wives to ease their urges," said independent lawmaker Ibrahim Ali, as quoted by online portal Malaysiakini.

"But when they come home to their wives, they will say, 'wait, I'm cooking,' or 'wait, I'm getting ready to visit relatives'," Ali said.

"In Islam, wives are supposed to stop everything to fulfill their husband's demands."

Wives failing in their duties pushed men to go to "private places to satisfy their urges", he said.

i was totally speechless after reading this ridiculous remarks on The Star Online...

such a shame!!!

what can you expect from this kinda politician to lead our country???

x,x

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today's a lovely day with a lovely Sun shining through my heart

and feeling peaceful when the gentle breeze blew across my face

counting down the days to go home makes me feel absolutely motivated!!!

18days!!!

lastly...

congrates to all my seniors who managed to pass Professional Exam 2!!!

another step closer to your dream=)))

my life, is not that bad afterall.

;)

11.59pm

date: 4/4/2011

time: 11.59pm

on the very last minute of my birthday,

im proud to anounce that...

i've turned...

20 YEARS OLD!!!

i was so touched...

celebrating birthday with my "family" in USMkk

one of the most cherishable memory i had so far=)

and thank you so much for the handmade birthday cards and presents

not-so-perfectly-wrapped birthday presents by the guys...

that was cute!^^

and not to forget my girls' gang in my hostel, who were all hidden inside my tiny room, to give me a surprise birthday party!!!

last but not least, thanks to my besties Erica for the Tiramisu Cup!!! 

Thanks for celebrating with me even though you had exam the next day:)

so within one night...

i've blown 3 times of birthday candles

and made 3 times of birthday wishes

may all my wishes could come true♥

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i haven't been touching up with you guys on what happened 2 days before...

for these 3 days, i need to avoid my left hand from contact with water

which means that whenever i need to take a bath

i need to use a plastic bag to wrap up my left hand

like a Doraemon!!!

LOL

but WHY??

this is the answer...

stupid me...

i accidentally cut my hand when i was peeling the pumpkin!!!

for the first time in my life, i saw myself bleeding non-stop!!!

well, the wound wasn't big though, but it should be quite a deep one because no matter how hard i've applied pressure to the wound, no matter how many layers of tissue papers i've used...

it didn't stop bleeding...

the blood just keep oozing out from the wound!

and i'd like to thank my neighbors YinYin and Grace for bringing me to A&E...

if not i'll never thought of that, 

i'll just wait for the bleeding to stop and by that time i might have already develop hypovolemic shock!LOL~

initially the doctor told me that the wound need to be sutured in order for the bleeding to stop

Thanks Buddha that the moment before the doctor sewed me up...

the wound stopped bleeding miraculously!!!

i ended up being applied GluStitch, which is some kinda chemical compund having some similar properties as super glue, to stick my flesh back into place=)

trust me, taking bath without using your left hand ain't no easy jobX)

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happy birthday again Vivian

may all your wishes come true

have a sweet dream^^

the pursuit of happiness

Nobody really cares if you're miserable, 

so you might as well be happy.  

~Cynthia Nelms

The best vitamin to be a happy person is B1.  

~Author Unknown

To be happy, 

we must not be too concerned with others.  

~Albert Camus, The Fall, 1956

For every minute you are angry, 

you lose sixty seconds of happiness. 

~Author Unknown

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had a nice conversation with my dad yesterday...

"why everybody seems okay in dealing with their lives here?

why everybody looks happy but me?"

"that's because you tend to concern and worry about everything,

small matters. big matters. everything matters.

don't think too much, don't keep everything to yourself.

if you really miss home, book a flight and go home this coming weekend!"

daddy,

sorry for making you worried about my emotional status

you afraid that i'll turn insane if i continue to live life like this

but i promise, i won't.

because i know that my family loves me

and because i love you:)

i know that you have loads of working stuff to worry about.

and im sorry that i've added more weight into your mind.

so i promise to you that:

~i'll think less

~take things light-heartedly

~and think only of things that will make me happy eg. going home!!!

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my April Fool's gift:

mr cockroach hidden in my pencil case

LOL

i think im getting one step nearer towards one of my new year resolution:

to overcome my fear towards this filthy creature!!!