it's time to leave, again

it's 9.48pm now...
and my family and i will be departing from ipoh on 11pm...
and will be reaching kelantan by around 6am...
yep, that means tomorrow morning!!!

in my final hour stay at home...
i've said bye to my pretty fingernails...
i enjoyed my last shower bath in my bathroom with warm water supply...
all my belongings are packed neatly...
and this, i would like to pay my respect to my superb mum!!!
*bow
everything is done...
so im here to blog!!wakaka=)

nothing much to express now and i don't even know why...
maybe its because of my experiences during my matriculation times...lol
so im actually not feeling sad or nervous or all those negative feelings...
instead...
im feeling extremely excited!!!
=P

my university life is revealing before my eyes...
a whole new chapter of my life will start soon...
and the most important of all...
im finally...FINALLY
a medical student!!!

okay...
time is running out...
to all of my friends...
i will be extremely fine!!
good luck to all my pals who will be entering university too!!!

gambateh!!=)

one day left

one day left before going into USM...

one night left to sleep in my air-conditioned bedroom, on a queen-sized bed with fluffy pillows and warm blanket...

haizzz~

there's really no place like home

but life has to go on...

and this is the rule

belows are some important pictures of the day...take a look!!=D

daddy bought me a Besta digital dictionary as a present for entering university!!!

THANKS DADDY!!!

love ya~♥

it was an Acer laptop when i was entering matriculation...

spotted this super duper hilarious mannequin in one of the fashion shops in Ipoh Parade...

HANDS UP!!!

i didn't do this...i swear!!=)

went to crazy ice-cream house with rou wei and erica...cute girls!!they are...

our ice-creamss~~~yummy!!

erica, you are cute!!!^^

rou wei is always the most soft-spoken one...erica and i are the loudest crowd!!wakaka...especially when we laugh, non-stop!!

*smile

for one more day

"if my mother said it,

i believe it..."
from mitch albom, FOR ONE MORE DAY

FOR ONE MORE DAY is another great book written by mitch albom, the same author who wrote THE FIVE PEOPLE YOU MEET IN HEAVEN, which is one of my favourite book...im now reading it for the second time as i found this book really touching and it will definitely reach and grip your heart away...this book is all about mothers...

have you ever lost someone you love and wanted one more conversation,

one more chance to make up for the time when you thought they would be here forever?

if so, then you know you can go your whole life collecting days,

and none will outweigh the one you wish you had back.

what if you got it back?

***

enough,
for the book...

***

today was one of those typical, boring, nothing-special-days...but since i've spent almost the whole day doing stuffs and shopping with my mum, i actually found out that it was quite a fun, memorable, to-be-cherished-day...

yup, i've mentioned "to be cherished"...i may not be able to give you an answer if you ask why...maybe it's something like as we grow older, we will be stepping further and further away from home...let's see, i've spent my entire 17 years staying with my family, showered with boundless love and caring...when i've got chosen to pahang matriculation college, it was such an life-changing experience for me as that was my first time to leave my family and staying alone outside, i was feeling like instead of going into every fight with backups, i have to go into every fight alone...but yet in time, i've learnt to become independent, and THIS, i think...was the first of those tiny steps you took to leave home...of course, when i left home to study, i knew that i still belonged to the family and my soul is still remained and owned by an imaginary longing called home...yet it's still saddening to know that i can no longer attach to my home and staying with my family each of everyday, the longest holiday i ever had during matrics programme was only 2 weeks...

and now, after my matriculation programme has ended, i had 2 months holiday, which is short, which is NOW coming to an end, which is soooo heart-breaking...but i have no regrets on this holiday as i think that im spending my time wisely with my family and cherish every moments when im being with them...and THIS explained why i was having an exciting and fun day even though it was such an ordinary day you spent with your mum!!

we did countless stupid things today...we talked about nonsense...we laughed about something that was not funny...etc etc etc...

apart from those minor argues we had about my driving skills and also the types of vege used for making salad...lol...i think both of us really made a good team and enjoyed our day out!!

=)

i've bought a pair of croc high-heels for my beloved mum...i know that she is feeling sooo happy to have it...her mother's day present!!!yay~~

PS♥♥♥ mum, i know you will be reading this, below is a message for you...

PLEASE.BRUSH.UP.YOUR.COMPUTER.SKILLS

*no offence!=D

preps going on...

**what am i up to recently?

preparations...
preparations...
and more preparations...
for??
university admission of course you dumb dumb^^


since my 5 days stay in KL and came back to Ipoh...
i was just busy running here and there...(to be continued)
WAIT--
Did i just mentioned something about KL??


yea i did stay in KL for 5 days...
just wanna take a walk in KL instead of sitting at home everyday doing nothing...
and seeing as my holiday is coming to an end...
my happiest memory was that i got to meet some KMPh friends in KL!!!!
huang, jiun soon, lee chee, chi phoy, kit, wai mun, zee yong, li teng, siew ling, pao ling, evelyn ,wan teng...
quite a number of them huh??
lucky me=)
we went to sing karaoke in Greenbox and watched <17>...
sadly i can't stay longer that day and gotta say goodbyes after meeting them for only a few hours...
trust me, i had an instinct that this would be the last time in my life to meet some of them as we will be heading to different paths in life...
sad!!TT
and THIS explained why i was quite moody after the gathering instead of feeling happy...
i just had a strong feeling that i may not be able to see some of them ever again...
im missing you guyz...
*sob sob


okay, let's continue the front part...
i just mentioned that i was busy rushing here and there...
photocopying...certifying documents...taking passport-sized pictures...ptptn applications...blah blah blah
and today i've spent hours filling in all the "lampiran(s)"...
the only fun part in those preparations is SHOPPING!!!
yea...i did some shoppings today...
buying this and that...
which included hair and body shampoos...A4 papers...pens...T-shirts...etc etc...


Ooyea...i paid my uncle a visit yesterday and he's a family doctor...
guess what...


HE.GAVE.ME.A.STETHOSCOPE.AS.A.PRESENT!!!


wow!i have my own stethoscope!!
i was sooo excited~~~
my first-owned-brand-new-stethoscope is given as a present from my uncle...
i'll always remember this...
thanks uncle!! :)

my present for succesfully bumped into a local university as a medical student

note from my uncle...doctor's writing...can you read it?(i can't...)

=D

note for myself: i hope my first stethoscope can mark a great start for me as a medical student in USM and of course, a medical officer in a few more years...

~KEEP FIGHTING~

ps, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!vivian ♥ you...daddy!!

the BIG day

"when you are young,

everything seems to be like the end of the world to you..."

the movie,<17>

today is a big BIG day for all the university applicants as the upu result is released, finally...though im not affected as im already got chosen by USM, but yet i had a serious mood swing...well, you can describe me as 38, busybody, blah-blah-blah...but im in no doubt greatly affected by my friends' emotions...

"It's none of your bussiness larr, why do you even care??"my mum used to say...

but i truly wished that all my friends can get the course they wanted

and today's events have proved to me that not all wishes could come true...

and so my mood swings back and forth...

back and forth...

in one single moment i was so happy to hear from my friend that he or she has got the course they wanted...

but within a second, i was feeling so sad to know that some of them couldn't be lucky enough to get the course they wanted...

they were friends laughing and congratulated on the end of the phoneline...

but at the other end of the line, some of them were crying...

and this makes my heart breaks, like glasses, it shattered...TT

to those who are happy for their result

congrates!!!i've said this for umpteenth times today...

we should be feeling utmost grateful for being lucky enough in getting what we wanted...

all the best in the strive of success in whatever course we are in...

to those who are upset for their result

i may not be as traumatized as you guys...

but i can truly understand your feelings...

and it was TOTALLY not your fault that you failed to get the course...

so stop blaming yourself for that...

and do believe in one thing:

this isn't the end of the world

God won't be that cruel to shut all the doors of opportunities...

be tough and be brave to face all these...

and no matter what happens...

friends like me will always be there for you

and would be happy to lend you a hand

if not, lend you my pair of ears at least...

i'll make sure it's cleaned and free of earwax!!

lolx

the dandelions

how i wish i could be a tiny dandelion

♥ free-living...
♥ drift with the wind and follow wherever it leads...
♥ with zero gravity...
♥ light and free of worries...

simply emotional

you walked along the seashore
and you left some footprints

Whoosh...
the water lapped upon the shore gently
footprints became less clearer

Whoosh...
the water lapped again
less gentle this time
footprints became indistinct

Whoosh...
this is the final wash
and no more footprints left

same goes for the memories...
the feelings...
the friendships...

i ♥ redang

departed from kl by 12am and reached kuala terengganu by 6.30am...this is the chinese village in kuala terengganu...looked so nice and clean!!=)

we had breakfast at this chinese cafe


the famous "little bread" in terengganu...yummy!

jetty at terengganu

my cutie cousin and he is a...ROCKER!!!haha

finally...reached redang island after about 2 hours boat ride...we stayed in this resort...

the marine park...so nice!!^^

the turtle island

so sweet~♥

nice sea view from the resort

the sea at the resort we stayed in

crystal clear water with marine fishes inside!!!

the sea is by far my favourite

im richie ren, my bro is ah niu and my sis is guang liang...hahax!!=)

the more more tea inn...the place where ,<夏日的么么茶> is casted...

the more more tea inn

ooo....so sweet...

wakaka!!im jack sparrow!!

♥ my parents & i ♥

my daddy mummy...

my adorable bro & sis with their temporary tattoo

cutie cousin with his shark tatto

yeah~yeah~we are happy family!!

my siblings

~bon voyage redang~

on the way back home...i spotted this sunset...situated somewhere between terengganu and kota bharu...