the BIG day

"when you are young,

everything seems to be like the end of the world to you..."

the movie,<17>

today is a big BIG day for all the university applicants as the upu result is released, finally...though im not affected as im already got chosen by USM, but yet i had a serious mood swing...well, you can describe me as 38, busybody, blah-blah-blah...but im in no doubt greatly affected by my friends' emotions...

"It's none of your bussiness larr, why do you even care??"my mum used to say...

but i truly wished that all my friends can get the course they wanted

and today's events have proved to me that not all wishes could come true...

and so my mood swings back and forth...

back and forth...

in one single moment i was so happy to hear from my friend that he or she has got the course they wanted...

but within a second, i was feeling so sad to know that some of them couldn't be lucky enough to get the course they wanted...

they were friends laughing and congratulated on the end of the phoneline...

but at the other end of the line, some of them were crying...

and this makes my heart breaks, like glasses, it shattered...TT

to those who are happy for their result

congrates!!!i've said this for umpteenth times today...

we should be feeling utmost grateful for being lucky enough in getting what we wanted...

all the best in the strive of success in whatever course we are in...

to those who are upset for their result

i may not be as traumatized as you guys...

but i can truly understand your feelings...

and it was TOTALLY not your fault that you failed to get the course...

so stop blaming yourself for that...

and do believe in one thing:

this isn't the end of the world

God won't be that cruel to shut all the doors of opportunities...

be tough and be brave to face all these...

and no matter what happens...

friends like me will always be there for you

and would be happy to lend you a hand

if not, lend you my pair of ears at least...

i'll make sure it's cleaned and free of earwax!!

lolx