Bon Voyage...my sweet home

~Bon Voyage~

im sooo not willing to come back to my campus his timeT.T

im used to it already...

only staying at home for a week and then leave

but this time i have this very sad,emotional feeling

like the feeling i used to have during my first week in matriculation college
im not always that strong afterall...

while i was spending up to 2 hours,cleaning up my hostel room

i thought of the shopping spree i had with my lovely mum yesterday...

while i was taking the soooo freeeezing cold shower

i thought of the warm shower i had at home this morning...

i look at the crammy tiny space im having it here

i thought of my spacious home and my REAL room...

i look at the tiny single bed im having here

i thought of my quen-sized bed at home...

im having Nesvita as my dinner

i thought of last night,at this very moment i was enjoying dinner with my family at "tong sui kai"...

i have to stay here alone tonight because my roomie will only arrive tomorrow morning

i thought of my bro and sis and the noises they created...

i sit at my plastic chair here

i thought of the comfy couch in my living room...

im forcing myself to eat the Sunsweet prunes

i thought of the sweet kiwis i had last night,at home,in front of our plasma TV...

i thought of Alfie,too

wandering where is she and what is she doing now or is she doing fine...

then i thought of Candy

i forgot to say goodbye and talk to her,like i used to before leaving...

while im at home im being treated like a princess

HERE...im not expecting anything...

just no princess-treatment

no nice food

no comfy bed

most important of all

NO FAMILY

sob.sob.this is so unfair.

 this pic is taken by my bro...first time buying cosy ice-cream cake from Baskin Robin to celebrate my sis's birthday...was looking so happy then...now when i thought of it...i only had one piece of that cake,don't even have time for me to eat another piece before leaving HAHA...diabetic person you better don't eat too much of the cake(only YOU know what im talking about^^)

im going to find something to do here and keep myself busy...

so that i won't be thinking too much about home

stay strong vivian...

and smile :)