yesterday,i lost my faith

FAITH...
where are you?
do you ever exist?
i doubted.

people that i used to trust 
things that i used to believe
they are burnt into ashes
all of them.


now only i get to know that im totally a failure
in the context of being a good person
my good intentions are being twisted into something rotten
how could this thing ever happen???
well,i shall differ.


i should've foreseen all this
this is my fault,my bad
for seeing this world in a way too beautiful


i was too naive
too truthful
too careless


i shall never forget
the way you hurt my soul
the way you break my heart
and the day when i lost my faith

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but that was yesterday
the past has become history
for me to learn something out of it
so im gonna live today and tomorrow from what i've learnt


i don't wanna lose myself to yesterdays
but for the faith that i've lost
is irreversible


im warning you
when the time has come
please...
GET OUT FROM MY LIFE