so being loved...

♪ it's 1.45am now...

♪ i just dumped my clothes into the washing machine...decided to dump it during midnight so that i don't need to wake up early in the morning and yet still can't get my turn of using the washing machine as this can be frustrating...

♪ Haematology and Lymphoid System is a muchmuchmuch easier block than the Nervous System!!even the lecture notes are sooo much shorter...we used to have 100++ slides for each lecture hour,but for now,we'll only have the most 50 slides...i like it!!^^

♪ however...nonono honey-mooning for me as i still need to brush up my Nervous System lecture notes...my 2nd term exam is just less than 1 month away from now!!o gosh~how time passes...

♪ BUT!!!before that...i have some exciting news that i'd like to share with you guys which kinda makes me stay awake tonight...that is...my daddy!mummy!bro!& sis!!will travel all the way down to my campus to pay me a visit tomorrow!!!YEEPEE~~looking forward to their arrival tomorrow and im gonna spend my weekend with 'em...i'll sure cherish those precious times as im missing home like hell...hhmmm~have a safe journey tomorrow!!^^

owh~im feeling sooo loved...


ps...gotta go collect my clothes from the washing machine now...tata!!=)

forgive and forget

vivian:"hello...A ke??bolehkah vivian minta tolong untuk siapkan sikit kerja untuk aktiviti community placement esok?"

A:"tapi saya belum mandi lagi..."

vivian:"lepas mandi boleh turun sekejap kat kafe nurani untuk tolong?sebab saya sekarang buat kerja seorang..."

A:"tapi saya mengantuklah..."

*the phoneline is cut

i called B and C and D and E...they either turned off their phone or they purposely didn't answer my call...i met F and i asked whether he's free to help...he said yes,but only for 15 minutes...i was soooo damned pissed off and i really felt like *&%$#@$# all of them...

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU!!!!

THE EXTREMELY SELFISH LOT

im relieved that the event is finally over today...

what im complaining about is actually the preparation for the community placement programme which all 1st years medic and dental must conduct...

and my group consists of the world's most emotional+crazy+irresponsible group leader...

and the south east asia's most unhelpful+selfish+useless group members...

not bad huh...HAHA

and guess what place we went to conduct our programme???

other groups went to AIDs centre,OKU,old folk's home,down syndrome's home etc etc...

but we went to a malay secondary school

to conduct a 3 hours motivation programme for 100++  form four students

which is sooo lame and time-wasting and purposeless...

which is purely our group leader's idea

i was the faci for this group of students...im actually feeling sooo sorry for 'em to attend our lame programme which is sooo unorganised and meaningless...im feeling totally sorry for wasting sooo much of their time...pity 'em gotta stay back after their class ends...

p/s...i sincerely hope that this would be my first and the last time to cooperate with this bunch of people...and hey, please change your attitude kay??i can't imagine what kinda doctor will you be in the future if you can't even cooperate well and give tiny bits of contributions and being so damn selfish and unhelpful...

AMITABHA...for scolding sooo much in this blogpost

i know i gotta forgive and forget

*smile*

its a lovely morning

♥ i woke up at 6am though my class today starts at 10.30am
♥ i did my laundry
♥ i finished digesting one of the most lengthy lecture notes of CNS--"blood supply of CNS"
♥ i ate one kiwi =)

and im happy with myself!!^^

Hhmmm...

few days ago i just realised that i had actually spent 4 months in USM

i was toooo "free" and i reread what i wrote when i first came here

i realised too that many things have changed

and i gotta say that things are actually getting better and better

4 months are just enough to sift out the bad among the good people

and all i need to do is to stay away from them

not bad huh??^^

suddenly...

i realised another thing...

my time is running out!!

gotta rush for my lecture!!

TATA~

 the day i FINALLY got my white coat,which i spent 70bucks and waited for 4 months!!but it looked pretty and fitting with me...wakaka!!

of l♥ve and friendship

i'm lucky

'cz i think i have it all

♥ ultimate love from my family and friends
♥ strong bonding with my besties

of the infinite world population

im glad to know you and have you as my friend

time and distance are proven not to have any influence on our friendship

we called each other

we chatted

we gossiped

we laughed

like we used to...

this is sooo heart-warming

V(^^)V

this post is specially dedicated to all my matric friends...

and...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YEAK CHEE YAN!!!=)

do you still remember this?i do=D

M❤❤ncake fest@USMkk

a far view from the back of the FAMOUS mooncake band...keke

during the real show...we performed well...erm,except that i made some minor mistakes!!hope nobody notices...hehe

at the other side...Ziyad,who got the most attention from the crowd...pretty grace & geok xin...

let's welcome our dailou--MIKE!!!we roxXxX~

wushu performance...we were performing taiji...not bad huh??^^

our wushu ending pose

 

i took tonnes of pics...she's nazha from our sketch...cute!!!

our chang er...and our 2nd year biomedic senior+wushu club president,ying xiang...

she's our "tie shan" princess...

our "wang mu niang niang"...lol!!!

the cutie version of wushu team

the cool version of wushu team

me,annrie & our mooncake project manager

cute lawrence & i

Ken,the one who always think that he's very lengzai...wait till when he opens his mouth and speaks...his image will be shattered almost instantly!!wakaka

and he's weipin...a 2nd year senior from KL...he's such a nice soul who always willing to help whenever we needed it...

LASTLY!!!

we had lantern walk around our campus...though all of us is sooo exhausted...

                                                                      ♥ ♥ ♥ ps ♥ ♥ ♥

I MISS THOSE TIMES...

WE MADE IT!!!WE DID IT!!!

through bruises and exhaustions...
i hereby dare to tell you that
WE MADE IT!!!
first years of USMkk had successfully held a grand mooncake festival show last night!!!
everything just went smoothly and applauses had never been stopped...
omg~i can still feel the adrenaline surge during the moment on stage...
butbutbut
im sooo happy and feeling sooo proud of ourselves when all those seniors truly enjoy our show and gave us good comments!!
especially we had put sooo much efforts into it... 

i think these little bruises is worth it

yo~we are the 3 pretty girls from the mooncake band!!!please give us a round applause!!^^

by the way, this is taken after we applied our makeups and prepared to rock the stage...

next!!let's welcome our taiji master--jia miao!!!our wushu team performed really really well last night!!!

my rehearsals for wushu had never been perfect before,but during the real show,thank god it was perfect i dare to say it...

and here he is...tang yi chuan again...one of our wushu team member and he took part in sketch as well...yea...the sketch was perfect too!!

and she is prettyprettypretty Davina...who took part in streetdance...2thumbsup!!

my musical band dailou!!!mike~he made sooo much mistakes during the rehearsals,but he did perfectly during the real show too!!and yea,he plays the drum...

coming up next is my kmph buddy--huishen...she took part in the indian dance!!looked so pretty huh...good job too huishen!!^^

yo~the mooncake band again...geok xin my roommate was the keyboardist and grace was the guitarist...good job everyone!!

waiyan, from the chinese yoyo team and jiamiao...

and...she's meiyee,my friend from sabah...

ps...more pics will be uploaded soon!!my handphone's battery went dead last night and was using my friend's phone to take pics...hehe...


ps...im missing my band practise already...


ps...i received a shocking message today...written:congratulation!!you have been chosen for the CNY 2010 wushu performance!!!=.=


last ps...it's time to get myself back on track and start study again!!!

spread the music and share the fun

whoohoo!!!hello guys...

im here to share some of the videos of our musical band jamming session

erm,it may be a bit "cacat"...

but please bear with it kay...XP

enjoy the music~❤

USMkk's mooncake band 2009

~the young and the hopeless part1~

~the young and the hopeless part2~

~沿海地带~

before i sleep...

2.30am...
im waiting for the tiny water droplets on my hair to evaporate and dry off=D

well...
i just came back from another performance training session...
bruises bruises everywhere!!XP
two more days left for rehearsal before the real show comes...
we're gonna try our best!!
*jiayoujiayou
i hope im able to catch up all the lecture notes that i neglected after this event^^

again...
im too tired to write too much...
passing my voice to the following pics~

remember the USM open day i mentioned??here it is...leechee,lawrence and jack's group was selling cactus and they were making a deal...hehehe

another one...suk ning's group was selling newspapers...

next!this is my group's stall...

Hhmm~still remember him Tan Kah Sui??the cool guy turned 38 when promoting his product...HAHA

and yea...i helped out at the buddhist society's vegetarian food stall...kinda fun!!^^

and then...the first time in my life...i tried Mehndi Indian Arts on my hand...pretty huh??unfortunately it becomes sooo faded on the next day...

and finally...the pic taken during our rehearsal session for USM mooncake festival 2009...syok sendiri-ing...wakaka

okay...it's approaching 3am already...if i don't end this now, tomorrow i'll sure be fishing all the way during lecture...so...TATA

good day everyone=)

speedy morning post

morning world!!!=)
today will be another extremely busy day for me
USM campus is opened for public visits and hundreds of stall will be set up to sell things
later i'll be helping at Buddhist Society's Vege Stall^^
time is running short so im gonna make this post really,really short...
really??hehe

TATA~i adopted a cute pink-headed cactus yesterday...thought it will brighten up the atmosphere in my room...isn't she pretty??^^

let's welcome...

Sarah with her cello aka buffalo!!!whoohoo~~i didn't manage to capture the moment when she's playing...

that's all for today!!gonna conserve my energy for the upcoming events...so...tata!!

last but not least

good people good friends good souls

come to me please

bad people bad friends bad souls

stay away from me please

it was a nice day

another day has gone
but today is indeed a special one
for i finally got my first term MD examination result

silly me took a picture in front of a mirror at my hostel's "lobby",with my fingers crossed,before heading to doctor's office to get my result...well...does this works??let's see...

TATA~
i got an overall B+
my feeling was like...
70% happiness+30%disappointment
anyway...
im generally happy and satisfied with my result
and im feeling revived to work harder for the upcoming 2nd term exam again!!!^^

yet
yet
yet
i wish i hadn't did those silly careless stupid mistakes during that super duper triple quadruple easy essay paper!!!
i know im not far from getting an A-
i just knew it...TT

PS for myself♥♥♥be grateful and happy with what you have vivian...

POSSIBILITIES vs REALITY

how many possibilities will it be?

1st possibility
i may fail...tears may flow...

2nd possibility
i may pass with a borderline "C"...i may blame myself for not working hard enough...

3rd possibility
i may pass with a "B"...i may scold myself for doing sooo much careless mistakes...

4th possibility
i may pass with an "A"??...i may...i may...i don't know...

HAHA
seems like there'll only be 4 possibilities, so the probability for each one should be 0.25...
but honestly an "A" simply sounded too far from me...
i just wish i can pass...really

BUT
vivian is always an ungrateful girl and she knows this herself
it's time for her to learn to be grateful and be satisfied on what she has

again, wish me luck please!^^
❤fingers crossed❤

pssss...last night i dreamt that i fail...TT

                                            

   vivian...stay sweet no matter what comes up next kay??

=)

im totally alive

halo friends!!!
while everybody else is looking and identifying microscopic slides CNS neurons in lab...
im...BLOGGING!!keke^^
well...just wanna grab the chance to update my story once in a while...
and here you go!!

my life is still as busy as i last mentioned...
with all kinda activities arranged sooo tightly until i don't even have time to have my dinner...
okay,im gonna restrict myself just to blog for half an hour...

***

but i gotta tell you that these few weeks are my happiest period ever since i entered this university...
i gotta know more new friends and gotta know my old friends more...
im using my time wisely to study whenever i got time to so so...
i can play violin everyday with my musical band...
im practising for our wushu performance everyday, with crazy friends and...
i gotta sweat very much everyday which can achieve 2 purposes in one time:to diet & to release tension!!
im feeling alive, once more!!!
though im fully exhausted when the day ends
though i got all those blackie-greenish spots appearing on my ankle
though i gotta skip my lunch or dinner,sometimes
though im sick of coughing and cold
though i got less time to facebooking and blogging
anyway...who cares??
im enjoying life now and this is of utmost importance
=D

ooyea...got a few pics taken during our USMkk Raya Night last night which i like to share with you guys...

we are roommates!!and we are purple!!!hohoho

annrie & i...first time saw her wearing baju kebaya...looked elegant huh?

she's sarah...one of our music band members...she can play cello!!!^^

she's ying hui...a very talented medical student...you can never imagine how artistic she is...hehe

she's huishen...one of the prettiest model wearing malay traditional costume last night...my kmph buddy as well!!

yea...i gotta introduce him,don't worry,he's definitely not my boyfriend!!XD

he's yichuan,one of the most intelligent among our badge...he studies hard,but plays hard as well!!quite a nice friend of mine...i can foreseen him being a great doctor in 5 years time...hmm~my role model...keke

and he's choudhry...a naughty chindian taking dental course...a funny and friendly guy, clever as well!!

he's choosoon, my old friend--cheeyan's senior...hahax!!hmm~i think those coming from ayer tawar share the same "pattern"...a nice soul, he is!!ooyea, he plays the viola...we play music together once in a while=)

he's kah sui, a cool and serious guy who has a funny name--"add water"...hahax...last night was the only chance where i saw him smiling through the night...other times?he'll be putting a tiger-looking face which can scares everyone away,but not me!=D

he's ziyad,one of our mooncake musical band members as well, he plays the electric guitar...erm, i think he's a malay mixed chinese...a funny and bubbly guy

coming up next is...chee keong, our mooncake project manager, a typical KL guy who likes to "wandering" on the street till latenights,but!!he's intelligent!!what kinda weird expression is he making???

PS♥♥♥my first term MD exam's result will be released tomorrow!!this is totally nerve-wrecking...wish me luck everyone!!^^