cameron highland...AGAIN!!!

yup...

Ooi's family went to cameron highland...

AGAIN!!!

haha^^

cameron highland is a place where we will at least go twice a year

we enjoy the fresh air there

the cooling climate

the nice scenery of the tea plantation

the fresh vegetables and fruits

the hot and delicious sweet potatoes...yummy~

belows are some pics that i took during the trip this time...

take a look!!^^

the famous strawberries in cameron highland...but don't get cheated by its yummy-appearance...camerons' strawberries are really sour!!!><

the grapes

baby tomatoes...my favorurite!!

in the car...look at the window...you will notice somthing strange...haha=)

my daddy...look at the "duno-wat" plant...giant-looking...

my sis...always ask me to take pics of her...nah..here you go...haha^^

ooo...cameron corn is the best!!!super sweet and big!!well...look at my bro at the back...

yea~im eating corn...yummy...

my mummy...

yummy!!choco brownies with strawberry ice-cream...hhhmmm~

the nice view of the famous tea plantation in cameron

tapioca...

sweet potatoes...

***the end***

P.S. i will be going to a family vacation to pulau redang...see you again three days later!!

~TATA~

NO JOKING PLEASE!!!

USM has made a huge mistake which causes quite a tsunami amongst those applicants...
instead of giving notices to only 3000++ applicants...
they had sent 8000 notices to inform them that they are offered a place in USM...
though i was not affected and that i really got the offer...
i just can't help feeling extremely sad and disappointed for my friends who fell victims in this case...
i was feeling so excited when i get to know that we are going to the same unniversity...
and now it turned out...

haizzz~
i'll pray for you my friends...


P.S. worst come to worst...IF usm don't offer you a place anymore, please do bear in mind that there may be better universities offers from upu later...good luck!!=)

***roller-coaster ride***

the past few hours were like a thrilling roller-coaster ride...
twists and turns
ups and downs

6.30pm
*i received a message from my dear telling me that we can now check for our USM application, whether we are being offered or not...my heart skipped a beat...
*lotz of message exchangings and phone conversations and being told that the line was only opened for 10 minutes
*being told that the line is reopened again and is available to check
*i was having difficulty in breathing...suffocating...gasped for air...considering all the possibilities

7.30pm
*tip-toeing to turn on my computer...i don't wanna let my parents know this first...mainly because of...i wanna be the first to know!!silly me~XD
*opened USM website...required us to login to check for the outcome...
*i typed in my reference number and password...
*waiting...
*waiting...
*the screen turned blank...and suddenly something appeared...
*i squeezed my eyes...looked on the screen closely...well...if i was not mistaken...there written "TAHNIAH"

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~{lasted for a minute}

i shouted?i shrieked?i wailed?...whatever ways that you wanna describe it...
but it sounded like dolphin though--high-pitched~~XP
as i've said before...
i sounded like i was riding a roller-coaster and was accelerating downwards the steep slope...

was i happy?
was i sad?
was i surprised?
was i stunned?
was i expected it to be like this?
i was NOT sure...
but i was sure on something though...
i was frozen in front of the computer

8.00pm
*called and messaged my friends to ask for their opinions...felt so unsure...felt so...sad??...saw my golden chance of getting into UM drifted away~~~
*i lost my apetite...felt extremely down...felt so damn ungrateful yet i just can't help to feel that way...
*humans are the most ungrateful lot and always ask for more plus never felt contented...
*kept on thinking that why God never give me an easy way out...why He just tends to plan the toughest road for me to walk on...

i was lost in my own thoughts for 2 hours~

and here am i!!!
feeling extremely positive...
sometimes we just need to look at the brighter side of life eh...
let's think...
USM was granted an APEX status and has its rights to choose the students they wanted
and they chose me!!
how lucky am i and how grateful i should be feeling
but i was too busy bothering myself can't get into UM...
those stupid, glamorous thoughts...
at least now i've guaranteed a place in one of the top university in M'sia
and most importantly...my desired course!!
what more should i wished for??
yea...the environment sucks but we just can't judge the book by its cover right?...
besides im not going to be alone there...
as long as there are friends...
ain't no place is boring...

and now...

as an adult
as a grateful person
i think i have made my decision
and i believe that it's a wise one...

and people...
stop criticizing kelantan k??
=)



PS**im feeling goddamn sorry to my parents and friends for ruining their excitement when they found out that i was being offered Medicine in USM...it hurts when i heard my dad saying that the decision is still up to me as they can see i was upset and THIS in turn has made them upset too...hereby i sincerely apologise...

♥the great chatters♥

we have been only separated for 41 days
and you can never imagine for how long we could actually chat...

who were the great chatters today??
TATA~
Ah Moon, Yi Yong, Zee Yong and of course...ME myself...wakaka

first of all...thanks to ah moon and zee yong for paying us a visit in Ipoh today...it was such an enjoyable outing...we met at Jusco by 1pm and due to someone's idea, we walked under the sun for sooo long, got all tanned and sweat up and we didn't managed to find the Kopitiam that we wanted to go...finally...we returned to Jusco itself..=="though lame, but these are the little things that made our life less boring...wakaka=)

next, we went to the FOOD&TEA to have a drink...we ordered 4 glasses of drinks and sat there for about 3 hours...non-stop chatting, gossiping and laughing...for God's sake...we hadn't talk to each other for 41 days!!it was actually quite reasonable that we only used 3 hours to cover up those lost times...^^

after we have sat there for 3 hours with 4 glasses of drinks, we proceeded to...PIZZA HUT!!!wakaka...that means we had went to 2 restaurants back to back!!^^we had our lunch+dinner there and continued our chattings for 2 more hours...

3+2=5 hours

so in total, we had chatted for about 5 hours!!zee yong was the most quiet one though during our chattings...and when ah moon asked him to talk more, he gave us an SUPER DUPER answer...he said :" you guys were talking too fast!!i just couldn't find a chance to interrupt...when ah moon finished talking, yiyong continued and when yiyong finished talking, vivian took the turn...the cycle repeats..."this little joke had left everyone of us burst out laughing!!XP

next, we further proceeded to TGV cinema for a movie...NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2...the movie was awesome and damn funny...and ah moon said we were the loudest crowd of all during the funny part of the movie...HAHA!!who cares...when friends get together, the least that we can do are to enjoy every moment, laugh out as loud as possible, ruin your own image as much as possible and be as silly as you are~~frankly speaking...JUST BE YOURSELF

HHMMM~
IT WAS SUCH A NICEEE DAY~~

another nice day is waiting to be unravelled...
*yawn
GOOD NIGHT WORLD~~

The Five People You Meet in Heaven

"you cannot talk when you first arrive
it helps you listen..."

"there are no random acts.

we are all connected.

you can no more separate one life from another

than you can separate a breeze from the wind."

"fairness,
does not govern life and death.
if it did,
no good person would ever die young."

"the death doesn't just take someone,

it misses someone else,

and in the small distance between being taken and being missed,

lives are changed."

"strangers,
are just family you have yet come to know"

"sometimes when you sacrifice something precious,

you're not really losing it.

you're just passing it on to someone else."

"sacrifice is a part of life.
it's supposed to be.
it's not something to regret.
it's something to aspire to."

"holding anger is a poison.

it eats you from inside.

we think that hating is a weapon that the person who harmed us.

but hatred is a curved blade.

and the harm we do, we do to ourselves."

"forgive, edward. forgive.
do you remember the lightness you felt when you first arrived in heaven?
that's because no one is borned with anger.
and when we die, the soul is freed of it."

"love, like rain,

can nourish from above, drenching couples with a soaking joy.

but sometimes, under the angry heat of life,

love dries on the surface and must be nourished from below,

tending to its roots,

keeping itself alive."

"all endings are also beginnings.

we just don't know it at the time..."

those are my favourites...taken from by Mitch Albom...

this book is by far my favourite novel...it's really touchy...and you can definitely feel the emotions of the story...it reaches your soul...and believe me, you'll get to learn something from the story...

HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!!

=)

wish upon the stars

i wish...

i can wake up earlier every morning

watching the sunrise with my loved ones while having a nice tea

i wish...

i can savour all those mouth-watering foods

without worrying a bit about staying slim

i wish...

i can have a maid in my house

so that my mum won't have to do the housechores

and ask me to do it

i wish...

my brother and sister will do well in their school exams

and always behave like an angel

i wish...

my doggy will not get older each day

i wish...

those sunblock creams are really good at doing their job

or my beloved sunshine will not get us any tanner

i wish...

there aren't any annoying advertisements in tv's and radios

i wish...

my daddy will come home sooner from his bussiness trip

i wish...

i can own a better laptop, an Apple's one maybe

i wish...

i could get an A for english in PSPM2

i wish...

i can have a better sense of direction

and be able to drive safely on the road without any fear

i wish...

my fingernails can grow longer and faster

i wish...

i can make a trip to Austria someday

to my origin

i wish...

i can lay and fall asleep under the starry night sky every night

accompany by the moon sometimes

i wish...

i can help as much people as i can in the future

i wish...

i can get a Medicine course in a local university

i wish...

USM will not choose me

i wish...

friendship never comes to an end

and love never dies

i wish...

my families and friends will stay forever happy and healthy

i wish...

i wish...

i wish...

such a long list huh??

well, i think the list will never ends...

small wishes...

big wishes...

some are impossible to be reached

some are reachable

and some are waiting to be reached

are you wishing for something too?...

Lubb Dupp...Lubb Dupp...

lubb dupp...lubb dupp...
i can hear my heartbeat...
"lubb" sounded long and soft...
"dupp" sounded short and loud...
this is what i learnt during matriculation...
my tiny heart, about the size of my fist...
is beating wildly against my chest...

my fingers are shaking, running and typing along the keyboard
my jaw is trembling, tired of shouting "OMG!!!OMG!!!"
pillow is held tightly and used to cover my face
my mummy is sitting right beside me, looking hungrily on the computer screen
with the greatest courage, i clicked on the mouse...

waiting...

and waiting...

i heard my mummy mumbled something
lowering the pillow to reveal half of my sight
and then i saw it

ENGLISH -- B
MATHEMATICS -- A

CHEMISTRY -- A

BIOLOGY -- A

silent...

silent...

happiness injected into my blood
but...
almost instantly...
disappointment took it away

AARRGGHHH~
"B" for my English!!!
so sad...TT

i know that a "B" for English won't affect my pointer...
but it's just a little goal of mine~

anyway
im really happy and grateful to obtain another 4flat!!=)
this proves that my efforts are not wasted
all those late-nights studying...
drooping eyelids...
black circles around the eyes...
pimples all over the face...
teardrops...
meal-skipping...
junk food crunching...
those were tough, really tough times...

lastly,
millions of congratulations to all my matriculation friends whom also managed to obtain a satisfying result...
for those of my friends whom did not get the result they desired...
please do not be too upset as this is not the end of the world and that no matter what happens there is always hope...

well...
my eyelids are becoming heavier~
before i end this posting...
thank you!!i'd like to address this to everyone...
please don't ask me why because i don't even know why...
it's just...THANK YOU!!!
God bless...
good night world~

daddy's not in the house...

"Shoot for the moon,

and if you miss you'll still be among the stars..."

By Cecelia Ahern,

from the book, P.S.I Love You

"Vivian~~Wake up!!Do you wanna have breakfast with us today??" A warm, familiar and manly sound yelled...I love this morning call sooo much, sometimes from my mummy, and today was my daddy. Well, i thought i might have love this morning call too much that it had been quite a habit for me to hear it several times before i actually climb up reluctantly from my warm nest. I stepped out from my house...Hhmmm~another bright, sunny day!I love sunny day the most and I hate it when it rains...and then, we headed to my dad's favourite fish-head noodle stall...An important starter for my dad to start his journey, he called it...and YEP, he's travelling for another bussiness trip again, for a week.

BANG!!Bad luck...the noodle stall is taking off on Monday...Anyway, we managed to find another nearby stall to have our breakfast, life has to go on though, even though our favourite stall is closed!=)

That's how we bidded goodbye to my dad today.Maybe it was my first time doing so, i was actually feeling kinda heavy, unlike my mum, who already went through this many times before. The house sounded extremely silent without my daddy. And I already started to miss him after he has gone for about 3 hours...Besides, life's somehow more boring without my daddy...I was thinking: "how did my superwoman mummy managed to live life without his husband and her elder daughter before when i was still studying in matriculation?"my mummy's really cool huh??^^ **two thumbs up!**

Anyway, again, life has to move on even my daddy isn't around right?...so i'm now playing the "joker" in my family...my job is to lighten up the boring atmosphere of my family's daily lives, crack lame jokes occasionally and make everyone laugh!! at least my time is occupied now, and bye-bye to endless boredom...im now revived!!

We had homemade fresh garden salad for our without-daddy-dinner!!yummy~~

a piece of my heart~♥

this time...

i'd like to give y'all a piece of my heart

music that comes straight from my heart

and flowed out through my fingers

well...

this would be my first time though

to share musics played by myself...

it's not flawless...

there are mistakes everywhere...

however i just wish that you guys will give it a try

and give me some feedbacks k?...

ENJOY~~

this is a piece of music picked from my favourite movie, directed and acted by Jay Chow--不能说的秘密

a simple and nice tune...

and it always managed to stick a smile on my face whenever i play it...

hope that it will takes effect on you guys too!!=)

crazy day!!

I hereby declare today, 16May as Malaysia Crazy Day!!!

you guys will NEVER EVER believe what i did today...
i mean for those who knows me well la...XD

let the photos tell you the whole story...

* * *

Once upon a time...

* * *

At the end of the story...

* * * * * * * * * *

wakaka!!

actually it's not such a big deal...

it's just that...

I DYED MY HAIR!!!

for the very first time in my life!!!

nice??=D

The Music In Me

you may ask...

why am i calling myself a music girl??

well, the answer is just as simple as you've thought of

because

I ♥ MUSIC

more than food--extracted from August Rush

music is my soul

it is living within me

it completes me

it makes me

and now...

i'd like to share with you my greatest possesions~

she's my keyboard...she looked hip and techno...can produce sounds of different musical instruments...my best companion to overcome boredom while studying...♥it!!

she's my violin...my first owned music instruments...had been staying beside me through hard times...

she's my first-owned guitar...a classical one...suitable for playing classical musics...she sounds REALLY nice and soothing...

she's my second-owned guitar...an acoustic one...suitable for playing pop songs....i enjoy singing along with it while playing...i love her blues!!sounds extremely nice too!

THIS tiny FEELINGS

as warm as caramel
as sweet as chocolate
as refreshing as ice-cream
as surprising as doughnut's filling

as well as...

as unpredictable as thunderstorms
as dangerous as beasts
as imaginative as dreams
as fragile as glasses

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

guess what??=)

Miscellaneous

Below are some pics i took while visiting Kelantan...

take a look and you'll love it...

~TATA~

RAINBOW~pretty huh...

~I ♥ beach~

The Beach of Passionate Love

The two most important persons in my life...my mum & dad...vivian♥you~



the sun is rising...

the sun is completely rosen...

PS, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!=)

JUST ADDED~zhi han, chee yan and mun how paid yi yong and i a short visit to ipoh, before heading to Penang...i miss them soooooooo much!!! with lotz of love ~ ♥ vivian

Lost and Found

I'm alone...
I'm shivering...
I'm scared...
It's complete darkness here...
Silence and cold too...
What make things worse is that...
I.AM.LOST

Physically...
I have never had a single bit of sense of direction
and I'm talented in being lost

But mentally...
I have always had a strong sense of direction
I always know where am I heading to
and I never being lost
even if I did
I'm always fortunate enough to meet someone that lights up my way
before i went astray...

Well...
not this time perhaps...

I think I have lost my soul

I'm drifting
I'm floating
I'm wandering

"STOP!!!"
I told myself...
It's time to gather up the pieces
It's time to live life fully, energetically and meaningfully AGAIN
Like the usual me
Like the cheerful me
Let's get it started!!=)

To The Most Wondeful Person In The World

♥HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY♥

❤I LOVE YOU❤

...sometimes...

it's just as simple and clear as that

Mission Accomplished!

Wheww...

yeah!mission accomplished~♥

just came back from an interview in USM, Kubang Kerian, located in Kelantan...

well, i've never been to Kelantan before...

it was a long journey...

and you know what...

i saw the biggest, longest, and the prettiest rainbow ever!!{catch a glimpse on it in my uploaded pic...}

at that moment...

i just prayed that the presence of this rainbow can bring me some luck for my interview...

***

well, i felt exactly the opposite after i've paid a visit at USM...

it was...erm...out of my expectations...

***

the only thing that i like about Kelantan is that those kelantanese are really kind, helpful, and friendly!!

"pak cik" that was selling coconuts...

"mak cik" that asked me to try nasi kerabu...

i will never forget their smiley faces...

such a kind soul they are...

***

we visited Pantai Cahaya Bulan, which was formerly known as Pantai Cinta Berahi...

i prefer the old name instead...The Beach of Passionate Love sounds nice!!

sadly, the beach was seriously polluted...

we took a walk along the beach...

and we saw the sun slowly crawling up from the thick clouds and pouring its sunshine onto the earth...

***

~THE INTERVIEW~

met some of my friends from KMPh...

glad to see them after separated from each other for around a month...

i was interviewed by two nice interviewers...

their smiles made me feel so much better!!^^

overall, i think i was doing OKAY...

but it wasn't perfect i gotta say...

anyway...

i have tried my best...

that's the most that i can do...

***

wheww...

and now i'm relieved...

feeling so glad that everything is done...

and for now...

we'll just have to wait...

let's see how it will turns out...

shall we??=)

The Road Ahead

the road ahead of me...
how would it be like??

i've wanted 4 flat alot!!
yet i'm scared, really scared...
that it will cause your stomach to churn whenever you lay your mind on it
and then there were so much pressure, so much hope, so much confidence in me...
too much indeed...
exerting from every angles,every single directions towards me
"what if??"is a dangerous thing to play with

the road ahead of me
is akin to "The Amazing Race"
my next pit stop will be in Kelantan
where i will be attending an interview for my desired course in USM
my heart and jaw dropped
and anxious caught my throat when i saw the message sent by USM
yea~i know...
it's no big deal as everyone will be called for that interview
but this chance does means a lot to me
...an indescribable feeling...

i've never been to kelantan before though...
just like i WAS never been to pahang before...
HAHA^^
this feeling is familiar

for now im praying hard
i JUST want to become what i want, to do what i like and to achieve what i desired in the future
well, it seems like "JUST" is not an appropriate word to be used here...><

yes, someone tells it right
it is an all or nothing situation
nothing different to a bet...
such pathetic...
and mind you,
im a hard-headed person
i WANT to get what i WANT
that's why sometimes when failure strikes
i will be lost

and for this time...
I WANT IT I WANT IT I WANT IT
haha
im acting like a silly little girl huh?...
yea, it's no doubt that it will be tough
but i will fight for it with my whole spirit
like i always did

okay, that's enough of babbling here...
lots of preparations must be done before the interview...
gotta go...
let's get our fingers crossed~♥

ps: my friends, hereby i apologise for being unable to join our grand penang trip! im really sorry...