Lubb Dupp...Lubb Dupp...

lubb dupp...lubb dupp...
i can hear my heartbeat...
"lubb" sounded long and soft...
"dupp" sounded short and loud...
this is what i learnt during matriculation...
my tiny heart, about the size of my fist...
is beating wildly against my chest...

my fingers are shaking, running and typing along the keyboard
my jaw is trembling, tired of shouting "OMG!!!OMG!!!"
pillow is held tightly and used to cover my face
my mummy is sitting right beside me, looking hungrily on the computer screen
with the greatest courage, i clicked on the mouse...

waiting...

and waiting...

i heard my mummy mumbled something
lowering the pillow to reveal half of my sight
and then i saw it

ENGLISH -- B
MATHEMATICS -- A

CHEMISTRY -- A

BIOLOGY -- A

silent...

silent...

happiness injected into my blood
but...
almost instantly...
disappointment took it away

AARRGGHHH~
"B" for my English!!!
so sad...TT

i know that a "B" for English won't affect my pointer...
but it's just a little goal of mine~

anyway
im really happy and grateful to obtain another 4flat!!=)
this proves that my efforts are not wasted
all those late-nights studying...
drooping eyelids...
black circles around the eyes...
pimples all over the face...
teardrops...
meal-skipping...
junk food crunching...
those were tough, really tough times...

lastly,
millions of congratulations to all my matriculation friends whom also managed to obtain a satisfying result...
for those of my friends whom did not get the result they desired...
please do not be too upset as this is not the end of the world and that no matter what happens there is always hope...

well...
my eyelids are becoming heavier~
before i end this posting...
thank you!!i'd like to address this to everyone...
please don't ask me why because i don't even know why...
it's just...THANK YOU!!!
God bless...
good night world~