and it feels awesome!
drenched in sweat
rosy cheeks
jelly feet
BUT clearer mind!
i need this badly...
especially after all incidents that happened recently
too much overlappings that i couldn't think clearly, wisely anymore
* * *
how i wish that i could borrow the Time-Turner from Hermione
maybe, just maybe we can mend the mistake
but could things be reversed if we're given a second chance?
its still a BIG question mark, a mystery, an unknown
we can only select one choice amongst choices
none of them is perfect
but if time could be reversed
would you make a change?
* * *
obviously
there are misunderstandings again
God shouldn't have created human beings with mouths
because anything that comes out from the lips
although some could be sweet
but MOST of them are ugly and dangerous
and believe me...
speech skill is the hardest thing to learn in life
* * *
no matter what happened
im standing on a firm, solid ground
i remained honest to myself and everybody
i did what i think best
to the one i loved
but halfway through
i feel so sorry
because things turned out badly, a total mess
i don't even know why
and now im still devoid of the exact reason
we need more investigations
maybe...
every actions carry different forms of consequences
and there's someone that took some actions
thinking that it would only cause small effect
without knowing that there are interconnections between human beings
and the amplifying effect of it
* * *
things weren't as complicated as you think
it wasn't as dark as you imagined
it's just that we didn't turn on the light
please don't ask why
you'll get to see and understand soon
when you've grown old enough, mentally
i hope
* * *
things are over-pouring in my mind
how can i concentrate on reading Diabetes Mellitus
and it'll be my turn to present case next week
another skill that i need to learn:
to control my mind
remove the clouds
see things clear
i believe that there are solutions for every problems
just that we haven't found it yet
but soon, we will find it
* * *
however
despite of how messy things have turned out
im confident enough to think that
together, we can sort things out
nothing can defeat love and unity:)
❤ps❤
never easily lose trust in people that you believe in
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