the silence killer

what's your problem actually?

why can't you just open your mouth and talk?

please don't look at me innocently and expect me to help

cz im totally tired of these 

i'll just look back into your eyes and smile

i used to help when you're facing problem halfway while discussing

i used to share what i've read and learnt

i used to contribute even if it's none of my business

BUT

the more help i've offered

the more dependent you are

hey

there's no such thing as clever or stupid person

i care about the discussions

i hope everyone can learn something from it

so i put my heart into the preparations

i read

as much as time permits

as deep as i could understand

so that i can explain to you if you're having any doubts

but you?

printing those handouts means nothing

if you didn't really understand and read well enough 

if you're giving me surface informations i'd rather read that by myself

the purpose of assigning only one topic for each person is to reduce the workload

so that we'll have time to TRULY read and understand the topic,thoroughly

i used to throw many questions to you while you're explaining

but gradually i stopped

because i knew that you'll not able to answer it

and that will only makes you more embarassed

sometimes...

i knew some of you know something

you may know the answer

but you just refused to speak

why???

haiz~

please...

speak speak SPEAK!!!

ps...i hope i didn't offense anyone...i just wanna voice out my opinion...and im just hoping that our discussions will turn from a dead into a lively one...